Could Be Linked To The Death Thread But I Havent Bothered To Read It

[munkee]

Ok for some reason i was listening to a song and it suddenly hit me.... what the hell is life going to be like when your parents are gone (death). I cant even begin to image where the hell i would start in piecing my life back together and its made me realise how bad it must be for people who lose their parents at such a young age. My dads currently hobbling about with a snapped achilies tendon so has a huge cast on and hes reaching the 5month mark.. his weight has soared and has the biggest stomache i have ever seen. My moms also hobbling about with a f**ked knee which happened almost 2 years ago and isnt getting better. I almost want to shout at them to tell them to get their selves seen by proper doctors etc and to lose weight and just sort their lives out properly to live longer. But then again.. perfectly healthy people can suddenly drop dead. Ughhh so f**king confused by all of this... please tell me other people have thought like this once in their life.

[tipus]

yes I have. It's just so unreal, suddenly one day it happends...

[Tom Booth]

I'm dreading the day I'm without parents. They mean so much to me its unreal, my mums always there for me come hell or high water and my dad helps with absolutely anything.

I know its sad, but its going to happen, and i'm dreading the day it comes, I don't think I could survive without either. I can't wash clothes, cook properly, have NO idea on morgages ect, I'm fookered

I couldn't imagine a world without my parents. Makes me sad thinking about it.

Tom

[Lawnmowerman]

My mums going in for major surgery soon and I'm dreading whats gonna happen to her She's going in on my 22nd birthday too which is uber gay

[JT!]

My Mum died last year and it really does kinda f**k your mind up. It really is a big shock from someone you see practicly every day, to them just vanishing.

I think the saying "Don't know what you've got 'till you loose it" pritty much sums it up.

I think if my Dad died aswell, my healthy mental state would die with him.

[anzo]

Sorry to hear that JT, must be hard.

I'm like Tom, if I lost just one parent it would bugger me up a bit, I mean, even if they got a divorce or something I'd piss me off.

I like to think that if I were without them I'd get on 'ok', but my folks really do a lot for me...even though I DO take the piss a lot, eg. having random parties and not telling them until everyone turns up...things like that.

Although I think anyone close to me would be hard to loose. My mates and stuff, Liam imparticular who I've known since I was a wee anzo. If I lost him now then I don't think I'd be too far behind.

Its not something I handle well, I dont like being without people, which I think is a bit of a problems because I rely on people too much.

Its something that does scare me a lot, to say death happens in an instant, to anyone, at anytime, its really scary.

[mtbjosh]

i have a few mates who have lost mums or dads, and they generally seem to cope with well, apart from when it happened, one lad was totally quite, if not reclusive to the world, lived on his playstation for around 5months then started to go back out again.

if it ever happened to me i think id be so damn miserable, it probably would turn me to depression or id just feel like beating the sh!t out of people. id have a physical reaction than to keeping it all in.

i also found a lump in my neck a few months ago, it scared the sh!t out of me, going into the doctors my heart was going like a slipknot drum beat, to realise that it was a 'lyhmth' what the hell' but nothing bad.

Edited June 28, 2006 by mtbjosh

[anzo]

I've never, ever been so scared in my life since I went to hospital a few weeks ago. I had an allergic reaction to some anathetic they injected into me.

Basically they injected it and the second (literally) they did it I went dizzy and just came up in a rash all over my body. I was still concious for a bit but it was just the look on the nurses face, one had to leave and get some fresh air and the other was just looking over me.

You get that feeling come over you with the panic and I just said 'Am I going to be ok?' and she said nothing, and then about 5 doctors came running down the corridor and into my cubical bit.

Then it just got hard to breathe and even more dizzy, and I just started falling sleep. My eyes were shut and then I could just hear the nurse shouting 'Matt, keep your eyes open!' but then I just fell completely unconcious for about 2 or 3 hours and woke up on a drip.

That was so scary, simply because you know whats happening and you just can't think of anything else other than 'I'm going to f**king die' and you begin to have sort of flashbacks of things in your life, its hard to explain. Just thinking of my family, friends, my ex...it was weird.

[RicH_87]

i'd be pretty lonley i think, but i have two brothers and a sister so we would have each other to help out.

thing i'd really miss is my dads advice. He's pretty smart and knows a lot about everything so i know if i ever have any issues with anything he could easily help me sort it. and my mum is just my mum really, no one could ever replace that.

infact she said they had made their will a couple of weeks ago because anything could happen. which is true, but it was kinda wierd hearing it.

[anzo]

thing i'd really miss is my dads advice. He's pretty smart and knows a lot about everything

Ditto.

I think all dads are like that, its odd. They all seem to be engineering experts and know the mechanics of anything. Bless 'em.