DJ Guestbook

[Guest Phill]

Location: Abingdon

Hay dude, told mum and dad tonight about mine and Chars plan to move to Norwich together. They took it well, which was kind of surprising and it went better then I had hoped. I told them that we have looked into renting property in Norwich, and started to look into jobs there as well, mainly in Landscape Gardening which is what I aim to do, and it is gathering progress. I did tell them that we have only just started to plan it and there is a long way to go yet, which I realise, and there will be quite a lot of serious thought being put into it.
That is plan A.
I am not wanting to, but I am coming up with a plan B, if A falls on its beehind, but there is no reason to think that it won�t.
It sounds wired, but I am putting plans in plan A, so that all the bases are covered, so to speak.
I have never been so sure of anything in my life as I have with this, and I love Char more than anything in the whole world, so feel like I am making the right choice, and I hope my parents support me in this, which I am sure they will, because now I have a direction to go in, rather than just drifting around not having a clue of what I am going to do.
I am thinking that in the summer, after our exams, everyone should have a HUGE party just to celebrate the ending of school and the end of a big chapter in all of our lives.
Anyone got any ideas of where and when because i'm open to suggestions.
Miss you man, Phill

[Guest Steve]

Location: Dry Sandford

Reading these again is bringing the moment back when i last saw u and i don't want to remember that i just want to remember how u were when u phoned ur mom bout the halfords job! But i don't think i'll ever get rid of these images! Missing u lots! Plan on getting my bike fixed so i can do som trials in the summer! Wish u were still here teaching me! I'm still as crap as when u left!

I've been to the place u were taking me twice now! I'll be turning that into my regular spot when my bikes rideable!

Love u man!

[Guest steph]

hey gorgeous......missin u loads 2day babe...jus had some shockin news but i guess nothin will eva b as shockin as the day i heard bout u. things r comin along nicely i guess....well if u can say that! its nearlly a yera now babe its so hard...i need a cudddle. im realy missin u and need a chat...please come home :( newayz i better go now. love u 4eva n always babes, keeps safe lil angel steph xxxxxxxxxx

[Guest abi]

Location: grans

iv never met u but have hurd so much about u. its so nice to see all these people who care for u doing something amazing.i went to the bike show and meet your mum!strong lady!well RIP.ypu wont be forgotten.hope all this fan mail hasnt gone to ya head!! nice to speak to u. sympathy to all who this has hurt. abz x

[Guest liss]

heya deej hun. me, hannah, lisa and nat are gonna come see you on May 14th. I havent been to see you since your 18th, so sorry mate. I'll see you soon, I cant wait. I'll wear my t-shirt, cos it reminds me of you :) Miss you forever and for always, Liss xxx

[Guest Kerrie]

Hey DJ, Me and Lozzy came to see you today, I haven't been down since your birthday, therfore i hadn't seen your headstone, its very pretty! I love all your purple stones! I bet you were laughing at Laura and that big spider hehe! and our talk about your hair:P. She really misses you, she talked about you alot today, keep watch over her and all of your family and friends, they miss you so much and with it being almost a year they are finding it hard. Loads of love and hugs to your family and friends. Ride in peace Dude, Love ya. xXx

[Guest liss]

as its nearly a year since DJ was taken from us all, I wrote a poem for Em.
Four O�clock on the day that you left
The day was dark, I sat in my room
They walked in and told me that you�d gone,
And from that moment on I knew you�d be our angel.
That day I spent was the hardest day ever
Trying to paint a picture of you before my eyes.
There�s just so many colours, but today they all seem blue.
Heaven was calling you.
Heaven needed you.
We�ll join our hands again someday.
And trade kisses before night.
And talk of the times we had.
We�ll be together someday
And watch over the stars at night.
And laugh at the fun we had.
It was our day.
I�ll lay a rose beside you forever.
And light a candle to remind me of you.
Here in my heart, you�ll be on my journey.
Wherever I go, whatever I do.
Heaven was calling you.
Heaven needed you.
Heaven will always need you, and so will I.
RIP Deej, love Liss xxx

[Guest luis]

hey man, i hope your are doing well, was in the uk recently, went to the bike show and stuff. stopped off at carls for a night, and em, tic and andy came round for a bit, i was soo glad too see them all, i was really scared of going back into abingdon, i didnt know what to do, had all these wierd feelings going on man. i didnt magange to see your mum at the bike show, didnt know she was going, i also apologise for not going to see you man, i really wanted too, but the whole trip sucked and i didnt really want to share my feelings with a couple of poeple that were with me, they just wouldnt understand, but any way, i may be coming over on 14th may, not sure if i can afford it, but will try. really miss you man, luis

[Guest steph]

hey hun, wow its nearly a yera now deej.... i hope ur stayin safe up there babe. i hope there all lookin after you. im neva gona 4get the day u left us. its neva gona b the same babe. i promise i will come and see you sometime soon. i jus had alot of things on my mind and things at home aint the best atm. i just wish i could tlk 2 u again and that u would make me smile jus like u used when i was down. im missin u more and more each day its jus gets harder. since u have gone life jus seems so hard but i keep thinkin bout how u jus used to get on wiv it so im doin the same but not very well not like u used to :( im tryin my hardest to stay happy and not let things get me down....but deej deep down im hurtin so much and im so angry. im so angry with everything that happened. come home please i really need to tlk :( but at least i have emz who i can tlk 2 :) she's so sweet u would of liked her :) anyway i think i've said enough now babes keep safe angel love u 4eva n always i will neva stop lovin u or mising u steph xxxxxxx

[Guest kez xxx]

hey dj, just thought id send you a lil msg, ur quiz was awesome, we were shocked that pur team didnt loose though! we had lots of fun though so its all good, jon won a crate of carling on the raffle so nice one babe!
bit gutted today though, jon lost his job yesterday which was a massive shock, so if you could work sum magic up there n sort him an even more awesoem job we'd appreciate it. jon is so so amazing when it comes to understanding my random waffle about you, was talking about your star the other day n he thinks he won on the raffle cos you wanted him to have a good time n cos you used to sneak lager up to your room in your pockets as i remember! he has the same spark as you dj, he makes me smile just by being there n you wud of got on so well if you had got to know him with me. but i know you know im happy.
anyway i best go to skool n do some tech work, need a miracle to finish it! hint hint!
love you loads lil angel
gonna miss you forever
kez xxx

[Guest em]

hey baby.

I'm feeling crap so I thought I would talk to you. As it gets closer and closer to a year I get more upset. I hate the feeling I have at the moment. I feel numb with sadness. I want you home so so much.

I love you more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in my life, I can never replace what I had with you and I don't want to.... just wish I still had it and I could still look into your eyes and tell you I love you everyday.

Come home :(

[Guest Again]

Hey DJ, just thinkin bout u, and how its nearly a year since u left, I know its going to be a really hard time for everyone who knew you and loved you, especially your family and Em.
Now I just want to say, I hope you dont mind that I write to you because I know I hardly knew you, but I feel I owe it to you because I spent my primary school life with Sam in almost all my classes and, yeh, we talked, and I used to talk to Adam quite a bit in yr 7, only now I dont so much...and I dont talk to Sam anymore and I dont know why, its just every time I see them theyre either too far away, busy, or they dont look like they need me talking to them. And I want you to know Im not just writing to you for the sake that youre dead, NO WAY. Its just that I knew you and thought you might appreciate my feelings! x

[Guest alex davies]

hi i didn't know u but u knew ma sis becky davies hope ur having fun in heaven and u will always rembemed.
from alex davies

[Guest Charline]

Hey deej! Nearly a year now,i hate the thought of facing that day.missing you loadz,come bak!

[Guest Pete wright]

Location: Plymouth sadly

Hey dude,
yeah me again. Sorry i aint been round much. Can't belive it's nearly a year man, #@*%!ing sucks. I miss you dude, we all do. I hope your still up in them sky's above. Agh i duno what to say, it's so hard n wrong. oh i rode a bit of a demo at the bike show, hehe aall i could do was picture you dude sat there in the seating egging me on. guess thats what keeps me alive now. Lifes not the same at all man without you. RIP dude. I love you man pete x x

[Guest Iain Plumb]

cor dude havent left a post for ages, nearly a yr man dont seem like that, not so long ago was i stroking the fro on a trip to reading, hope alls well up there mate and ill leave another more interesting message for you soon

iain

[Guest Phill]

Location: Abingdon

Hay dude.
As the 14th get near, the memories start to come back. The phone call from Lew, running to your house to find out it was true, and going to where you were hit the next day to put flowers down. Its going to be hard for all of us over the next few weeks, and i know that your watching over us.
I will come see you soon, and May the 4th be with you.
Alright alright, i know its a cheap and tacky thing, but someone had to say it, and i remember in media last year when Adam said that, a grown went around the class room then remember that.
Miss ya man
Phill xx

[Guest liss]

thanks dj hun, i know you were with me today....thanks you so much :)and i did do well, i told you i would!

peace and love, liss xxx

[Guest Chris Cook]

Hey DJ. I didn't even no you like but you seem like a really cool guy ;-) And a good rider! I hope the person that did it GOES TO HELL ! :mad:

R.I.P

Chris :-)

[Guest Laura]

Heya Deej, sorry I havent wrote much lately, its just I have been looking for a new job, and other things! Sorry babez! As Kezzie said you must of seen me acting like a fool cuz of that huge spider, it was very funny! Kerrie and I shared alot of memories,and had a lot of giggles! I have also been sharing memories with other people, and a few tears with them! On Saturday I might be with Carl Stanton (my brother) to see you but I am not entirely sure! Well better be off, and I will see you real soon! Love and miss you always x x x x

[Guest only me.]

Sat here listening to the songs that were played at the funeral, and watching the video that was posted on the forum, it brings it back... A year on saturday, gonna be really difficult, for everyone. Keep on riding, forever in our minds.

[Guest liss]

watching the videos that Jonny made...and theres a clip of you on it...making me cry....Ride in Peace DJ, I know I didn't know you half as much as loads of others did, but I did know you, and you knew me..and you were the best...daring enough to be different..and I really respected you for that, and I always will. I'll treasure all the memories of you I have forever, and especially the memories of your funeral and the wake at the AFC...miss you for ever and for always, love Liss xxx

[Guest Nadine..]

Location: hudds

hello.. dj
nearly a year now..,cant believe its here..
i only wish time could rewind it's self.., im going to be buying a huddy and t-shirt, cant wait to wear them :D
hope your alright and riding hard.. and keeping an eye on tf

miss you..
rip my friend

[Guest MadManMike]

Location: Hastings

I can't beleive it's been a year man. I never even met you but I wish I did, it's strange how I miss you still, you were just somebody posting on the same forum as me but I somehow felt closer to you, probably because you were really friendly and a real laugh. I just wish I'd met you in person. Hope you're alright Em, you seem devastated which is understandable, if you ever need someone to talk to mail me: mikeduffield@yahoo.co.uk I'm always free to talk and I can imagine how hard it is for you so if you need a chat drop me a mail.

Take care Deej RIP and look out for your family and Em up there

[Guest Charline]

Hey Deej,year on saturday..the thought of it hurts so much.Im going to see you on thursday with Em,then again on sat morning with Dunstan.I and alot more people miss you so much.I was going through my cds yesterday evening,and i found a cd with all your vids on that i had saved from when you were riding at the age of 14/15.They were awesome.I keep watching them and loadz of memories come back.
Im at college right now,just had my exam.I know you were up there wishing me luck.
anyway see you thursday.miss you <3