Guest liss Posted March 3, 2005 Report Share Posted March 3, 2005 hey deej, tis me. im gonna come down and see you soon, havent seen you in so long...mum and dad have finally said i can start trials properly now as long as i pay for everything. and im getting my t-shirt on monday and i can wear it with pride and know it is for you, hun. miss you so much, and i know loads of people deserve to have you back way more than me, but the hurt is still there and doesnt want to go away. i wish i could make it stop but it wont. i was really happy this week, as i spoke (or rather posted) to sue properly on TF. shes happy i want a t shirt :) i hope none of your family believed all the rumours that were going around about me saying i knew you more than sam did. because that was just plain spiteful. i don't know who started them, but none of it is true, and i was really upset about it. why would anybody say stuff like that?? it took me ages to get back to normal with sam after we broke up and then someone went and started a crappy rumour :( but im okay with sam now. i'll write back later, cos im doing "homework"... :p and always remember how much we all miss you and care about you, Deej. laods of love, liss xxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Me Posted March 3, 2005 Report Share Posted March 3, 2005 hi Deejay, Im in such a rubbishy mood, My mate has run away and im so scared that she won't be ok. What if something happens? I have been cryin for ages thinking all the possible what ifs for everything in life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur lil bunny Posted March 3, 2005 Report Share Posted March 3, 2005 hey gorgeous, i been missing u more than ever, thank you 4 everything and all the time we had 2gether. i jus wish we could do it all over again babe. u were such a good friend n i kno if u could u would b here with me now. u were a big impact on eevry1's lives and touched alot of people. im always gonna love you deej no matter what you will always be in my heart. love you 4 eva n always no matter what i always will you fluffy bunny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur lil sexy bunny Posted March 6, 2005 Report Share Posted March 6, 2005 hey gorgeous, i need u deej, things r gettin so hard. everything seems 2 hae gone wrong since u left me. why did this have 2 happen. why cant you jus b back snuggled up. i jus want u home safe. ur so gorgeous i wish i cood jus c ur smile n u sayin everything was gonna b ok..... jus like u used 2 wen u cood c i was upset n u wood hold me and say it was ok. i jus wanna tell u how much i love u babe. i better go coz its getting late and i have 2 b up early. wish you could b here with me. love u 4eva n always deej i always will no matter what u r the mostgorgeous angel and the brightest star in the sky. b safe. love u 4eva n always no matter what ur lil sexy bunny xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlove uxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mum Posted March 7, 2005 Report Share Posted March 7, 2005 Location: HomeI havent been here for a while but felt that i wanted to send you a message. Today was my birthday as well as Mother's Day and it has been so hard. A lot of people have sent me cards but i am dreading opening them because i know that the one from your brother's will have your name missing from it. I cant explain the feeling of emptiness i am feeling at this time. It was said that you can never prepare yourself for this day but i thought i could, i thought i had enough belief to get me through but i was wrong, soooo wrong! Our lives have been turned upside down and we are finding it very, very hard to turn back up again. How do you? How are you supposed to carry on when someone so special has been taken away? I love your Dad and brothers very much and i would do anything for them to get them through this pain; but if i cant help myself how can i help them. So i need to ask you a BIG favour darling, watch over us, guide us through our lives until we meet again. Every day i wake up i think well its another day closer to when i see you again. I hope that where you are the sun shines all day and that you can be out riding whenever you like. Sometimes when i see a vapour trail in the sky i think to myself there's DJ and occasionally the vapour trails cross and i think you are sending me a kiss. I could go on forever but i feel i might say too much, I am trying to look after your family (and I include Your Em in the family too!) Missing you more and more each day that passes. All my love always Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Peter Posted March 9, 2005 Report Share Posted March 9, 2005 Location: SwedenI'm really sad i never got to know you. :-( that day you left us all will never be forgotten. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest liss :( Posted March 9, 2005 Report Share Posted March 9, 2005 heya deej...i cant stop crying. ive fallen out with kerrie really badly and i dont know what to do....i want to forgive her but i dont know if i can trust her again. my family say i shouldnt, but im too tired and upset to think. shes lied to me before and done stuff behind my back before, but i think im willing to give her another chance. its not just about what she did today, tis about everything. i wish i could just stop everything and sit in my own world with nothing to worry about and just have time for myself, everything seems so bad right now and i want to end it all. help me deej, i know you are up there somewhere, and im listening to the songs that were played at your funeral now, Our Lives is on...i can see that day so clearly, i never want to let go of those memories. help me, deej... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Liam Munn Posted March 9, 2005 Report Share Posted March 9, 2005 Location: HertfordshireHey DJ, i have never met you before so i would like to introduce myself, im Liam, i ride trials around herts and london. i have heard quite a bit about you, you seem like the kind of person everyone says you are; funny, great person and good personallity, I would have liked to have met you. I really do feel for those effected by you, and i feel sorry that you are gone. i will think i will meet you when my time comes aswell. i think you will stand out from the crowd up there keeping the place going. ride in peace. Liam, aka TheMunn. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted March 11, 2005 Report Share Posted March 11, 2005 hey angel, i just got the first fluffy bunny t-shirt, i love it!!! im gonna wear it everyday...erm mayb not every day as will need to wash it lol! but u get the point:P i hope ur havin fun up there riding on the clouds. ive had a hard few weeks but im hoping things will get better, i need to do sumthign about it all though instead of puttin my head in the sand! this is just a short post cos ive got to go out, im gonna wear my tshirt wiv pride and so so much love for u, love ya always lilme. x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lil sexy me Posted March 11, 2005 Report Share Posted March 11, 2005 hey sweetie, i miss u more and more, i had a dream bout u every night they keeep comin, oh how i miss u. i wanna c ur sexy smile and have a laugh again, jus like we used 2. love u 4eva n always mexxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest liss Posted March 11, 2005 Report Share Posted March 11, 2005 Location: my househeya deej, im in such a happy mood! I got my t-shirt today in rehearsals. Adam came in and said: " present" and it was my t shirt! and i went outside and saw sue and sam, sam had his hoody on, and i gave sue such a huge hug, and went and put it straight on and sue said it looked nice on me, and i gave her another huge hug! it was so nice of her to give it to me in person, and I'm wearing it now, and i'm gonna wear it with pride, cos it reminds me of you :) liss xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest em Posted March 11, 2005 Report Share Posted March 11, 2005 i want you back :( come home..... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lynette Posted March 13, 2005 Report Share Posted March 13, 2005 Location: abingdonDeej I promise to look after your mum when she comes back to us tomorrow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Char Posted March 13, 2005 Report Share Posted March 13, 2005 Hey deej,just passing by,hope your ok up there.missing ya loadz. come back... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Jay Jay Posted March 14, 2005 Report Share Posted March 14, 2005 Dude. I've just sat here, for 2 and a half hours, read every bunny on here, i've cried from start to finish. I know you don't know me but when i go, we will meet. I will meet the legend that has made a mark on so many peoples lives including those who you have not met. You have inspired me to not hesitate and go for things that you want. Tell the people who mean so much to you , how you feel. I wish i had the hounor of riding with you but soon my friend, we will ride on the clouds together. See you soon dude, Jay Jay xxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur lil sexy bunny Posted March 14, 2005 Report Share Posted March 14, 2005 I love u come home Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Dan O'Shea Posted March 15, 2005 Report Share Posted March 15, 2005 Location: Steeple Claydonhey DJ ,I know i never met you, but I feel I have just reading through forum topics etc. Hope you're showing them all up in the clouds (Y) Will Miss ya Dude Dan (Y) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Unknown Posted March 16, 2005 Report Share Posted March 16, 2005 Location: schoolI never met you but my boyfriend did and when i opened up this page by accident and once i started reading the comments people were leaving about you i started crying, i dont know what to say ive never lost someone so close to me and i dont know what i'd do if i did.all my love goes out to your friends, but especially to your girlfriend and family...i wish i could say something to make you all feel better but right now all i feel like doing is crying. my heart hurts for you and you sound like an amazing guy so i hope you re having a good time up there.rip dj love me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest unknown Posted March 16, 2005 Report Share Posted March 16, 2005 i just wantd to leave a message for your girlfriend cuz the idea of losing my boyfriend kills me so i can only imagine what it feels like to actually lose him.you must be so angry at the people who did this...i want you to know that altough i dont know you my thoughts are with you, you guys sound lioke the perfect couple. all my love to you, time heals all wounds even if its a really long time. lots of love and good thoughts. hope you re feeling better.xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest little ol me Posted March 16, 2005 Report Share Posted March 16, 2005 I love you, please come back to everyone that cares about you so much. Its over 10months now and it seems such a long time, yet still only yesterday. It still hasnt hit me, crying over you every night, looking at your pictures. I hope your having fun wherever you are, i know you bring joy wherever you go so im sure you are. Just know im thinking of you, and always will. Night night angel. Love me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur ickle em :) Posted March 17, 2005 Report Share Posted March 17, 2005 hey sweetie.... My mum took me driving tonight... that was something we were going to learn together, but I suddenly felt ready, maybe thats because you just got your own brum brum for the clouds! I've just been looking at some of the bunnies.... DJ some people have a freaky obsession with you, its kind of annoying and I wish it would stop, but I know they wont so I'll just keep reminding myself that I'm the girl you love and I'm the one you wanted to marry and I'm the one with the engagement ring on my finger that you saved up for. I'll never forget that. You are so amazing and I love you so much. I miss you so much :( I wish you were here. I keep looking at that flat we were going to move into every time I go past it, I want to be there with you so much, but I'm sure some happy couples up there by now. Do you still watch over me? I can't believe you have been gone for so long and I've had to do so much without you. I never ever saw my life without you, its so hard. My world seems so empty. I Love you xxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Richard Coward Posted March 18, 2005 Report Share Posted March 18, 2005 Location: Wiltshirehey m8 missing you so much dude. Hope your doin ok up there.This years ride that we are doin for you is goin to be amazin wish you could be riding. R.I.P Remember when you are riding that fluffy afro in the sky Rich Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Alyssa + Mimi + Louisa Posted March 19, 2005 Report Share Posted March 19, 2005 Location: SchoolHeyhey Dj, Hows heaven? Hope you are enjoying your rides on the clouds, Bound Bounce! Were at the closing night of Les mIS, AND WE ARE ALL EXCITED! We are preparing to go on stage, and we are in our costumes! Anyways, we best go, Cya laterz xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Remember me? Posted March 20, 2005 Report Share Posted March 20, 2005 Hey DJ We performed the last of Les Mis last night, hope that you were watching and that you enjoyed it! Your brother did so well, he's so talented and I don't know what we'll do when he leaves. We'll have to find another star of the show! I hope that everything's okay up there in the clouds, that you're not lonely and you've got friends which I'm sure you have because everyone loves you. At least up there you can talk with someone who knows just how it feels because it's happened to all of you in heaven. I haven't written before but I'll try and write again. Be happy DJ and remember that we're all going to join you one day and you'll be the expert so you'll have to show us round! xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest sally turner Posted March 21, 2005 Report Share Posted March 21, 2005 i miss you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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