Guest Callum Posted December 23, 2004 Report Share Posted December 23, 2004 Location: Colchester, EssexI never met you and im sad about that. The things ive been told about you are amazing and you seem like an amazing guy. Now i really wish i met you! Now go teach them up there how to trials! Callum Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Charline Posted December 23, 2004 Report Share Posted December 23, 2004 Happy xmas for saturday dj,wish you were here,we miss you so much. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest .. Posted December 24, 2004 Report Share Posted December 24, 2004 Have a good xmas big guy. X Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Jessica Posted December 24, 2004 Report Share Posted December 24, 2004 Erase this message and you will never see it again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Tim Barrow (Love_trials) Posted December 25, 2004 Report Share Posted December 25, 2004 Just to let you know big guy, we are still thinking of you today. hope your having a good one up there. I hope your family are coping well, it cant be easy. My love and thoughts go out to all your family and freinds Love Tim xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest jo Posted December 25, 2004 Report Share Posted December 25, 2004 merry christmas Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mike Posted December 26, 2004 Report Share Posted December 26, 2004 Happy Christmas everyone... I know it must be hard without DJ for all his close family and Em... Just try and have a good one, its what he would have wanted. RIP mate MadManMike Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mum Posted December 26, 2004 Report Share Posted December 26, 2004 Location: At homeToday has been one of the hardest days since you went away, and boy there have been a few! My heart feels so heavy, the tears wont stop, and i can't stop thinking about you. I will try to make it a good day for your brothers, i can see in their eyes too that they are struggling with their emotions (who wouldn't you played such a BIG part of our Christmas's..you gave out the presents from under the tree..normally teasing Sam saying he didn't have any! )That was just part of our day. Sitting on the end of our bed to open your stocking..we cant do that this year...eating a cooked breakfast as a family...we cant do that this year...sitting round the tree to share opening of our presents..we cant do that this year..sitting to the table for Christmas dinner..we cant do that this year...having a laugh at home..we cant do that this year..its not because we didnt do that with Adam and Sam, its because YOU ARE NOT HERE! All we could do was visit your grave and think about what should have been! I miss you so much..hope wherever you are you are safe, warm and happy. Your broken hearted Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted December 26, 2004 Report Share Posted December 26, 2004 hey babe,i dont know where to start, its been a hard few days, christmas knowing you arent here with us is terrible. ur my star and my angel today and forever, you loved christmas and i know how much you were looking forward to being with em this year, i think about your family and em everyday, keep watching over them, i really cant find teh right words today so im gonna leave it as this, i love you, merry xmas. xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest T Posted December 27, 2004 Report Share Posted December 27, 2004 Really feeling for your family & girlfriend dude, must be awful for them at this time of year, my thoughts are with all you guys, forever, one freaky thing about this whole shennanigan is, i wrote the letters RIP on the forks of my bike the day i heard the news, the day after , they snapped, must be some kind of message from you, Rest In Peace mate, forever. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest CATHIE GASS Posted December 28, 2004 Report Share Posted December 28, 2004 Location: abingdonThought i would find a min to post and say, gone but never forgotten mate,always in our thoughts.Look over ye Mum and Dad and help them through another day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Charline Posted December 30, 2004 Report Share Posted December 30, 2004 Im going away for New years eve/day, just wana say happy new year...missing you terribly,never forget you hun.Hope you ok up there Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Uncle Mike Posted December 31, 2004 Report Share Posted December 31, 2004 Location: Stockton, Ca.It's 31/12/04 and the end to a horrible year for my family and friends draws to a close. It has been difficult for those near and far from DJ's family during this time. The holiday season is a difficult time to cope with the loss of a loved one. I'm sure DJ would want everybody to enjoy the New Year. Take Care this coming year, Keep safe and remember to tell your family you love them. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lynette Posted December 31, 2004 Report Share Posted December 31, 2004 Location: abingdonD.J. No happy new year just our thoughts and prayers with You, Sue, Charlie, Adam and Sam and Emily.GOD BLESS. R.I.P. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted December 31, 2004 Report Share Posted December 31, 2004 heya hunnie, i just wanted to say merry christmas and happy new year...i miss you so much and i think about you everyday...i hope this year is better than teh last. Love you xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted December 31, 2004 Report Share Posted December 31, 2004 Location: homeHey deej:(happy new year, and my thoughts go out to the family and close friends as it will not be a happy new year for them...thinking of you all xxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mum Posted January 1, 2005 Report Share Posted January 1, 2005 Location: AbingdonMy darling Son, yesterday i went up to the site where you were taken from us to light some candles to see you into 2005 only to be greeted with destruction. Somebody had been and torn down ALL your pictures,thrown ALL the flowers people had placed there over Christmas in to the bushes, smashed all the windchimes and pressies that Em had put up in the tree. What mindless person would be so cruel to do this? It felt like they had taken you again. My heart is so heavy it feels like it will break. You were such a loving, caring, considerate son I know that you will forgive the person(s) who did this but i cannot find it in my heart to do so. I miss you so much I just want you to come home. I watched some video footage of you today and you were laughing, i wish i could laugh again with you but i cannot find it in me to do so just yet. We all miss you terribly and want you back. Take care until we meet again your ever loving Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Charline Posted January 1, 2005 Report Share Posted January 1, 2005 Cant believe whats happened.Who could be sick enough to do that!anyway happy new year Dj,and family! xxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest meera Posted January 1, 2005 Report Share Posted January 1, 2005 Location: at homeHey u, haven�t been on here in a while. Was so shocked and upset to find out someone had done that to you and your presents up at the site. Whoever it was is so heartless, and needs their head seeing to. I�d say happy New Year but it�s been shit so far, so I�m not really counting on it to get any better. I just hope it�s not as awful as this year has been. Kerrie and me have promised to at least try and have fun this year though. I got back from the hospital at 6.30 this morning, wasn�t good, I�m in so much pain:�-( I really miss u dj, as does everyone, my head�s full of memories of u, but they�re all jumbled up. Please help me get it together. When I was getting my stitches last night the doctor was looking at the cuts and scars on my legs, and I remembered the scar on my knee is from when u pushed me over your bike in year 7. Wasn�t funny���:-) My heart�s so full of anger and hate at the moment, I don�t like that feeling. A part of me feels like I need to grieve properly for u but I cant because it hasn�t sunk in yet. I�m still hanging on to the hope that I have left that you�re going to come back home and live life the way u told me u had it planned out for yourself and em. Sometimes when I think about what happened to u for long enough, my heart goes heavy and I do begin to understand, but then in less than a second, it goes away and I�m left wondering why I�m crying, cos u will come home won�t u? Please, not a lot makes sense anymore, I didn�t think something like this could happen in my life, to someone like u. its something u see on the TV, and even then I don�t really believe it. There comes a point in your life when you realise who really matters, who never did, and who always will. You�ll be forever in my heart Dj and always on my mind, along with you family, em, and the rest of your friends. Speak soon, all my love xxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Girl Posted January 1, 2005 Report Share Posted January 1, 2005 Hi Deej, I am just lookin on trials forum at alot of old post's you put up and the ones about your funeral, it has hit me really bad, like Meera just wrote, its hard to beleev, you beleev it for a spilt second, think oh my god then think, hey hang on he's coming back....... isn't he? I'm coming down to see you very soon. I miss your family terribly, so i just want them to know i still think of them, X Listenin to Konstantine makes me so upset as i picture the funeral, the worst one has to be the calling-out lives though, that makes me cry ALOT, The heartless ^*$*%& who vandalised your site i cannot Hate enough, why? what is going on in there sick twisted mind? Anyway, had better go, leave you to ride,,,In peace :) Love you loads, and will speak to you soon. Love you Deejay, foreva in our hearts. :) P.S. Im going ahead with getting a bike and i WILL do it i will start 2 trials wiv as many vuts and bruises it takes i shall ride in memory of you. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest .......... Posted January 2, 2005 Report Share Posted January 2, 2005 sorry 2 hear what happened 2 ur grave DJ :( i dont understand how sum peoples minds work...if they work at all. I dreamt I saw u last nite...i was walking past u and u stopped and gave me a big hug and u had a massive smile on ur face.....u cheered me up thank u, wish u were here x-x-x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lisa Posted January 3, 2005 Report Share Posted January 3, 2005 Location: homeheya i heard what happened, i couldnt belive people could be so cruel...arrggh it really makes me mad, me and kerrie went to see your grave agen:( we layed sum pretty pink nd purple flowers we saved one big one each to go to the wooten road agen always in my thorts xxxx lisa xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nic S Posted January 4, 2005 Report Share Posted January 4, 2005 Just read what happened. It sucks, really really sucks. Hope eveyone is ok. I couldn't imagine how you all feel right now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nicci Posted January 4, 2005 Report Share Posted January 4, 2005 I can't believe sum1 did that 2 the site...its unbelievable. Hope ur family r ok, sure ur looking after them....-x-x-x- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted January 5, 2005 Report Share Posted January 5, 2005 hey angel, firstly i hope u had a gd xmas n newyear up there babe,partying with the best of them on teh clouds. i know u heard and probably saw our new year, wot are we like eh?! good start to the year but as meera said we're gonna make it a good one and make you so proud of us as we are of you. secondly, *deep breath* there are some sick ppl in this world, and im too polite to write my thoughts on here, but you can imagine, i cant believe any one could have so little respect and be so selfish. i have to stop ranting before i get even more angry though. im gonna take some flowers up there to try n make it look pretty again for you. ive had a good few weeks, as im sure you know cos i like to think your watching over me, me n meera getting into mischief as usual! lets hope this year is a good one, your family and friends deserve it. keep looking ova us dj love always, big hugs kez xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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