DJ Guestbook

[Guest Hayley]

hey DJ.
hope u r as well as can be.started writing my mums Christmas cards this weekend, and i couldn't bring myself to write one for your mum,dad,adam & sam without your name in it!it broke my heart, and i felt sick inside.it just doesn't seem fair that u arent here for christmas.if i could have one wish it would be for you to be back forever and spend many more christmas's with your family and friends.i've just read adams message, and i cant stop crying. u were so special to everyone.keep looking out for him and everyone who needs u Deej.i was telling my mum the other day how nice it is to have the memories of when we all used to play together,when u adam &sam stayed at our house for the weekend when we were about 10! and when we made a run for your hamster-'milkshake' out of videos!wish u were here to share the memories, but for now i will remember them here,and u must remember them too!:o)missing u sooo much,i really am.keep smiling for everyone.big hugs and kisses!love always Hay xxx

[Guest kez xxx]

hey my angel,ive been reading all these msgs since i last posted,i truely agree that christmas without you will be so weird,you were so excited last year cos you got what you wanted for xmas,em.i remember you running over and telling me you got togther n how,all i want for xmas is a song i'll always relate to you n em.i heard it for the first time this year for xmas the other day n i just stopped n smiled cos you were so happy that you could be open about your feelings for em n share it with the world.i havnt started my xmas shopping yet,im so behind.as i said to you on tuesday, me n meera are gonna get you a lil pressie, im sure you were laughin at us trying to dish the dirt on each other n who was more angelic..i stil think i am!i miss you so much every day,jon is making my life as complete as can be, the only lil piece of the jigsaw missing is you, but i have you in my heart n in my memories forever, i guess i cant ask for much more than that. neway this bunny is massive,it wont fit on teh page n im just blabbin so il leave you to jump off sum more clouds, love you always babe. x your lil kerrie. oh ps if u hav sum power up there, snow for xmas would be pretty kool :D x

[Guest Spoonz]

Location: Didcot/Abingdon

Hey dude, I came to see you the other day, Love ya bench dude , Tiz Totaly Kool, I sat there for ages as you might of known anyway, I hope i didnt boar you talking to you, its just that i miss ya dude, It hurts all the time not being able to annoy the hell out of you coz of the stoopid things i do and say! I cant remember what your voice sounds like sometimes , i sit there lying in my bed just thinking what you would say if you called me up in the moaning like you would do normaly, Things are so differnt now, So strange , So wrong without you, come back man, anyway , Love ya dude, (I can here you calling me a fag, lol) laterz mate, Spoony

[Guest rach]

Location: Lancashire

hiya babe again i hope im not boring you with my messages. id like to ask if Em would please email me sometime to let me no how she is. i no i dont no her but with all the wonderful thingd you said about her i feel i do. i miss you so much dj i want you back here. your ALWAYS in my heart n so is your family. i am lookin forward to coming near your house and trying ut your bench although a seat on your lap would be more comfortable. i feel so lucky to know you, your a special star and if i make it famous im gonna put yours and em's name on manns chinese theatre with Star couple written on. well il love ya more and more hope to speak to Em soon my thoughts are with you loads n i mean that. lots of love Rachel

[Guest Lauren]

I didn't know DJ but I did know of him, I promised Jay that I would write summit, so like I said I didnt know DJ but he seems like an awsome dude. It's awsome that so many people have written something to him, shows how much love there is. RIP dude x

[Guest rach]

hey babe again again. when i feel lonely i always come on here whether i leave a message or not. i wish i would understand why you are not here with me n i bet im not the only one who asks that question. i wonder why such a special person could be taken away. :-(
i cant bring myself to know how people can be so stupid. your so amazing and i wish you a good xmas n hope things are ok with Em and your family. miss you tonnes n tonnes. loads of love Rachel. your little etam. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Guest em]

happy anniversary baby :'(

[Guest Mum]

Location: Home

X missing you so much, i wish i could take the pain away from all the people who are special to you, especially Dad, Adam,Sam,and of course 'Your Em' as i do know how much they are hurting. I know that today would have been a very special day for you both and that you would have celebrated it in style. Every day i think about what might have been, the children you wanted, the grandchildren i will never have from you, a wedding day that would have made me so proud..need i go on. I Love You so much my heart aches. Take Care my Angel til we meet again. Love Mum XXXXXXXXXXXX

[Guest lulu]

Location: england

:-(

i am sorry 4 all ur loss he was a gr8 man n very helpful n lovin may he r i p with all d angels

[Guest jj]

with all i have heard bout u dj , readin these thoughts , i gt this off of girland . ur r missed loads dj R.I.P all my love to ur familys n friends x

[Guest cathie gass]

Location: abingdon

It doesn't take Christmas to remember you or think of you, from us all who knew you,EVERY DAY HURTS,AND ALWAYS WILL.From your family to ye mates,I lost my best friend to a police car on chase 27 years ago she was 13 and never a day go's by when she's not in my thoughts you were so loved,people out here are struggeling with out you and an understatement that may be, look over your Mum,Dad ,Adam ,Sam and Em and get them through this DJ,because some prat has made thier lives meaninless,and together thier just holding on, forever in all our thoughts,and a huge part of our lives.

[Guest Laura Stanton]

Location: Oxfordshire

Missing you as always, life is still hard not seeing your big smile and your fluffy hair! I went to see you the other and sat on your bench, looks cool:P! Even though my bum froze to it cuz it was frosty an early in the morning:P! Gunna go as I'm in college! Love ya loads mate x x

[Guest Charline]

Its getting colder out there now,reminds me when i walk past the youth club,6years ago i met you..thinking about you always,never forget you,nor is anyone else!

[Guest rachel]

Location: Rawtenstall

hi chick hows things im bored at themoment in school. I tell you something i could do with our chats at the moment iv been down for ages things have been rubbish here. Im going to see grease tonight my mates are in it which should be fun my mate has to wear a pink wig its huge. Just wishing you merry xmas n i miss you loads n loads. If your mum reads this will you ask her if she will ring me for a chat. Hope you are ok and Em and happy anniversary for last week. love you miss you babe Rachel xxxxxxx

[Guest em]

Hey babe. Went to put the decorations up today and I burst into tears because your card fell out that you got me. It had 'all I want for Christmas is you' written on the front... you always sang that song to me, I can't listen to it anymore, it hurts to much. I really hate Christmas this year.... I just want you back.
I know that everyone is trying to make it ok, Mark keeps buying me presents, probably to try and make me feel better.
I brought you some presents, I can't exactly get you anything great, not anything that I would get you if you were here anyway.
I miss you so much, and recently its hurting more than ever. You made Christmas last year the best, you made it exciting again, just like when I was a little kid sat with all my presents.. so thank you.
I love you, I send you hugs and kisses... keep them safe until I can give you real ones. xxx

[Guest]

Hiya hunnie, tis me again. I saw your brother the other day, he's getting so old now! Bless him. I had a really nice feeling yesterday that someone was with me, i've never felt that before but it was really nice. I think it was you visiting me. Well, if it was, thank you so much. I love you, ya know, i miss you so much, someone mentioned a guy called DJ the other day and it made me wanna cry...i don't think she realised coz she ddn't know you, but what she was saying sounded like it could have been you - you were always so full of life. well, i better go, thank you again for yesterday, if it was you...i think it was :) miss u loads sweetie, night night xx

[Guest nikki]

hiya deej, went to the xmas concert tonight, adam was so amazing, i know you would have been there watching him too. it was nice to see your parents again, i didn't speak to them though. adam looks a lot like you now, just without the hair! i bet you're really proud of him. anyways, i better go, missin u loads deej, wish u knew how much xxx

[Guest liss]

Location: school...

hey deej. i went to the christmas concert, well i was in it really and adam sang his song, forever will be. it makes me cry everytime i hear it. and it made sue cry as well. i really wanted to go over and give her a huge hug but i didnt want to disturb her, i thought she'd like to be with charlie adam sam and close friends. that night was really great, i loved it so much that me and kerrie want to do it all over again! we all really wanted you to be there and we all love you so much. keep safe our purple angel in the skies. love you loads from liss xxx

[Guest em]

Location: i miss you

hey baby... I'm in a bad mood, and you�re the only one who seems to be able to calm me down and make it ok so I thought I would talk to you.
How you doing up there? The angels treating you well? They better be because I know this weeks going to be as hard for you as it is for me, and everyone else.
When I was sad you would brighten up my day and I would try and do the same for you. I remember going and buying you a teddy that said 'you're a star' on its top because I knew you were having a bad week and everything was getting to you. You loved it. That teddy now sits on your mum and dads bed... a little reminder or you.
Every Friday I would go to town because I didn't have any lessons until the afternoon and buy a cottage cheese baguette and a packet of love hearts and we would share it. We always picked out the relevant hearts to give each other.... I never ever been so in love with someone, you did the cutest things to make me happy.
I wish you were here to make me happy again... I need to learn to smile again and not just fake it.
Christmas is too hard without you... it's really bad. I find myself hating every little bit of it because its not Christmas without you. Oh by the way did you ever fix the present I got you last year? I still wear my bracelet... its a bit big and it keeps getting broken but every time I go and get it fixed... I will never learn! I remember your mate from work running towards me and saying 'Em go away for a minute DJ's getting your present'. It was so beautiful, but hey it came from a beautiful person.
When you�re not busy please pop by and see me and give me a hug... I miss you turning up at my door every day at 7 o clock. Then you would steal my coat because it was to cold outside... you always wore that coat!!! I don�t know how but it definitely suited you better than it suited me! But then even when you were sick you some how still looked perfect to me.
Dj you are the most amazing person in the universe, I miss you so much, you know I do, I know you can see all the hurt building up inside of me, I know you can see my broken heart.
I love you so much... you were my world and you still are. I promise you that I'll never love anyone the way I love you and you will always own my heart, I'm always going to be your Em and your girl no matter what happens... Other stuff I wanted to say but I will talk to you later xxx

[Guest Phill]

Location: Abingdon

Hay dude. Havnt posted in a while.
Really missing you cause you always gave good advice and there are a few things that you would love to hear and help me on now, but i wont type cause its between best friends, and i will let you know tomorrow.
It seems so quiet now that you aint here. I think you had the right idea of getting a job a.s.a.p, cause school is getting crapper by the day and i aint enjoying it as i used to. Dont know what job i will get when i leave, but working in a supermarket is way out of the question, because its naff, boring and unforfilling.
So tired at the momment. Just worked three hard nights around the socail club, getting home 1 am and 1:30 am friday and saturday, but we got out early tonight, so quids in on that one.
Things between me and charlotte are going very well, as you may probibly well know. Been spending nights round hers and mine together, but not like that ......................... yet ;). If wednesday is anything like it sounds that it could be, then WALLOP.
Christmas is around the corner, but it dont feel festive. Christmas has become to comercialised, and because they started to advertise there christmas stock in november, rtying to get us to spend more and more money. Ist blooming hard to think of prezzies that i want and what other people want. Baa humbug to it all.
I sware my bedroom gets colder and smaller as each day goes past. Maybe its something to do with winter and i sware im growing again. 6 ft 2 in and counting.
Anyway, my cold and small bedroom is calling me, think it wants to be cleaned. Ha, fat chance of that happening.
Bed time now and i will come see you tomorrow.
RIP my friend
Phill

[Guest Claire]

hi peeps lol

[Guest someone in need of you...]

Hi deejay, i miss you. I need you right now just to help out and giv me good advice. Christmas feels complete crap i rly dnt want it to be now. I cry coz i miss you, and it hurts. If its hurting me like this ten i cant imagine anyone else's pain, they all miss you 100 times as much. EVERYONE needs you back, to be safe and well, to be with the ones you loved and who loved you. Everyone wants you home.....please come home....

[Guest lisa]

Location: home

hey deej:(missing you loads it doesnt feel like xmas yet...lifes reely hard at the moment for everyone..spech in xmas concert..thru adams song and the lord prayer made me sad...i hope your ok up there biking thru all the skies....keep smiling love you lots x thinking of u at xmas x

[Guest Nicci]

Hi DJ, just wanted to leave u a message saying HAPPY XMAS!!!I no that every1 wishes u were here....but i hope ur family and friends have as good a christmas as they can this year. Miss u DJ, love Nicci-x-x-

[Guest spider]

Location: israel

hi, i didnt know you dj, but i'm sad for that...r.i.p