Guest lynette Posted October 22, 2004 Report Share Posted October 22, 2004 Location: abingdonTo know you was an honor, To remember you is not hard you have left a lasting memory on everyone who ever met you ,You touched so many people in life,you touch so many more in death. GOD BLESS YOU DeeJ A TRUE LEGEND. I will try and help your family in any way I can. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 22, 2004 Report Share Posted October 22, 2004 Location: AbingdonDj i wish u would just come back.u belong here and i no it sounds selfish but i really need u right now. A person special to you has been there, which i am so so grateful for, but i dont no a way i can help myself. i dont know how much more of this i can take and its driving me crazy going back to my 'old ways',but its the only way i no how. im fighting back the tears everyday at school (u know how much i hate crying) and i cant talk to anyone at school about you because it hurts so much to see their faces when your name is mentioned. hearing konstantine the other day was heartbreaking, everyone just went silent. the boys tried to cheer us up though - it worked, but not really. i keep talking to you and hoping u can hear me. i kinda believe that u actually can because i can really feel ur presence at the moment, which is quite strange, but nice too.Except it hurts because of the fact that i cant see ur gorgeous face! :'( its ur birthday soon and yes i am gonna get drunk, but mostly for u, and then i'll start chatting random crap to u (as usual). this weeks gonna be really hard and im worried about how its gonna affect everyone but i guess we're just gonna have to be there for eachother. i just want ur advice on stuff, even though i kinda no what u'd say. being at ur grave is really hard because it still hasnt sunk in yet, and i cant really understand how u can be down there when everyone keeps saying ur in heaven. for me, ur somewhere i havent heard of.and if u really are in a better place, then i wish i was there with you because anywhere's better than where i am now........................speak soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx "A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though they know that you are slightly cracked." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Hayley Posted October 23, 2004 Report Share Posted October 23, 2004 hey mr Deej we are going away for the week today, so i thought i would say hello before we go.sorry we wont be there to support your mum, dad, adam and sam at the trial, but we will be thinking of you your family and friends on the day.just hope the boy gets whats coming to him.nothing will ease the pain we all share but hopefully he will get what he deserves.thinking of you always DJ.hope you are keeping well up there.miss you so much.love always xxxxxx The Stanleys xxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur em Posted October 23, 2004 Report Share Posted October 23, 2004 hey sweetie... i'm sat at work reading all the bunnies...they hurt alot. I've never missed someone as much as I miss you. I don't know if you are up there looking down on me, as you know I never believe that, but I'm trying hard to think that you're still here with me. I hope you know I still love you.... and I know I don't talk about you much, but that's because I'm not really ready too. I'm sorry that I haven't visit you or the sight in a long time. But i really don't like going there, and I know that you're not in really your grave, you're in my memories, and I will look after them forever, just like I was planning on looking after you. I just wanted to say thankyou to you. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't know what happiness and love was. You made me feel so special, why do you think we were together 24/7 and I never wanted to let go of you?! Also another thankyou for telling me to get a job. I would probably still be laying around at home if it wasn't for you. And now I really like my job and I made new friends, and it takes my mind off what happens. I try so hard not to think about what happened because it just makes me feel sick, angry and upset..... and tuesday, well to be honest I don't know how I'll react. I'll probably want to kill him and burst into tears knowing me..... and I don't want to go, but I'm going to stand up for you, I'm proud of you and you never did anything wrong, you should be here and that stupid 16 year old should be where you are, he deserves to die, you didn't. I'm still acting strong for you baby, I haven't cracked yet! You know how stubborn I am! and I'm going to keep going for you, I'm going to make sure that if you are up there and looking down then your going to be so proud of me. I love you keep safe afro angel xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 23, 2004 Report Share Posted October 23, 2004 Im still waiting for it to sink in, but it wont and i dont think it ever will. I still write to you everyday but i know i will never get a reply again and that kills me. I listen to konstantine all the time cause i need something of you around me. Ive still got your big necklace you gave me not that long ago, and all your photos.I break down all the time, too weak, you always told me that, ive always been a cry baby. What i wouldnt give to have you back with us all for any length of time, just to be able to see your face, your huge smile, hear your gorgeous laugh, nothing would sound better then that right now. Im home alone and i used to be able to text you or phone you to have a laugh, always there to cheer me up. I hate this world without you in it, it doesnt seem good anymore, you gave everyone something to live for, someone to look forward to seeing, but now thats gone whats to look forward to? I love you DJ, everyone loves you, and no one will ever stop loving you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Phill or Pip Posted October 24, 2004 Report Share Posted October 24, 2004 Hay dude. Havnt written in a while. Im feeling oky for the first time in months cause i got myself a girlfriend for the first time in ages. She is called Charlotte, 17 and comes from Grove and i really like her. Keely introduced us, and the rest is history . I finaly found that, ahem, very funny Rainbow episode that you showed us during geography one time. Man its really funny. I dont think that the girls will apreciate it as much as the boys will. I am still finding it really to come to terms with what has happened. I had a huge go at my brother today, cause i was feeling down, tired and exahusted, and he didnt help by being really anoying and i just snapped. I had a huge go at him. Shouted at him so loud that you must of heard some of it, cause i know half of Abingdon did. I know i shouldn't have, but i lashed out at him, catching him on the side of the head and then we got into a brawl, not quite a fight, but thats nearest me and my brother have come to having a full on fight. I aint proud of it at all. I always seem to have a short fuse recently and have nearlly completly flipped out on a couple of occasions. I feel as though i an a ticking time bomb that could go off at any minute and it scares me cause i am not a naturally violent person in any sense of the word. But after today, i am going to try and get a grip of things,thry and defuse the time bomb inside cause it is really starting to take its toll. I have done no homework what so ever this year(i hope our teachers dont read this)and i was supposed to fill in my UCAS form but havnt, cause i dont know what i want to do anymore. I am thinking about leaving school cause its not fun anymore. It doesnt appel to me the way it used to and i have hardly learnt a thing this year. I really have no idea of what i want to do anymore. Some people have suggested that i speak to someone profesional, but i can deal with it onmy own and i can get through this with out any help from men/women in white coats. I just need to be with friends and talk about it. Everyone has seemed quite in the past two weeks, cause of the court case on teusday and your birthday on sunday, and i have thought, why dont we all just sit down and talk about it all, and not suffer in silence cause it hurts even more that way. I suppose different people deal with it in different ways, but evryone needs to talk about it, to get their feelings and emotions out in the open and not be embarrised about it. Anyway, i bet you are having fun trying to decifer my bad grammer and spelling, but there we go. Best be off to bed now, been up sinse about 8am and just come home from working behind the bar at the socail club my dad goes to. Man thats a great fun job to do. Anyway, night night my friend, have fun bouncing around on the clouds in the sky. Phill xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nick Vaughan Posted October 24, 2004 Report Share Posted October 24, 2004 Yo deej, been thinking about u a lot lately man,sinse getting the fbm t from your mum (i wear it loads-even tho its too small :)) got a cd player in the car now, borrowed a compliation cd from a mate last week, which happens to have Konstantine on it, just brings back memories.... where ever you are, i hope your having fun man.... missing u Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nick Vaughan Posted October 24, 2004 Report Share Posted October 24, 2004 isnt it strange.... i was just sending a text to my mate dan, and scrolling through my phone book i noticed that the name directly after DJ, is Em.... (ive still got deej on my phone book and msn) some things are ment to be i guess.... going back a year, i cant imagine anyones death effecting SO many people, you were just special i guess.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Boots Posted October 24, 2004 Report Share Posted October 24, 2004 Location: devonhey dj, i never had the chance to meet you in person, but i have herd so many great and wonderful things about u, mainly from nick(prawn). i think i can say with lot of confidence that u will never be forgotten and allways remain in those hearts that were close to u. Steve Rest In Peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Tim Barrow Posted October 25, 2004 Report Share Posted October 25, 2004 Just to remind you dude that we are still thinking about you, whilst you are up there, riding in the clouds. hope all yor family and close freinds are well. Thinking of you always Timmy xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 4 years and a 6year ban on holding a driving license. What kind of 'justice' is that? That doesnt make anything better, Robert Armstrong has got away with taking one of the most amazing people off this world. It just doesnt seem right Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kane Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 Location: abingdon-homewhy can't justice just be done for once. It's always the nice people who suffer and the scum of the earth get away with everything. All the family of Dj are in my thoughts and i send you all my love and of course to em. take care xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 Location: abingdonFeeling so angry and hurt, my heart is hurting so much for all our friends and dj's family. its just so wrong what happened today, but i felt i had to be there for dj and to lend my support. Armstrong deserves to be killed because thats what he did to dj, wheather it was intentional or not, i dont care. when he comes out he'll get whats coming to him, dont worry dj, he wont get away with it, he's hurt and angered far too many people for that. Being there today was like finding out all over again and im sure it was like that for a lot of people, if not everyone. i didnt expect it to be like this, i guess i just didnt realise what was happening......until i saw his disgusting face. i swear my heart skipped a beat or two. i miss you more and more as each day ends (and starts again), you've touched my heart in so many ways and you'll be my friend forever, even when im old and wrinkley, and have a crap memory, ill always remember you dj. ride in peace mate, love you, till my end xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 Location: homethis is soo #@*%!ing stupid....why only 4 years..if it was upto me he would have got killed or life!! but this is pathetic!Dj had his life taken away from him, his family have to live without hime 4 the rest of the lifes , they shud hav atleast been able to think the person who did this is behind bars forever so nomore people have to go throught this! my thoughts go to everyone xxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ---- Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 Omg i can't beleev how he got away with it so lightly! its ridiculous! I dont wana thnk about it though. I would rather think about what a wonderful person you were. I stll can't beleev your gone. I miss you though i didnt know you Very well at all. PLEASE talk to me. let me know your still wv us in spirit... Luv you deej. x x x xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nicci Posted October 26, 2004 Report Share Posted October 26, 2004 makes u sick doesnt it?! 4 years......they call that justice. That kind of scum deserve life!! You know he's not gonna be in there 4 years, will probably get let out 4 'good behaviour'. Good behaviour my arse - He took away sum1s life. My thoughts go out to DJs family, em and friends, I cnt imagine how it feels 4 u now. Happy bday 4 sunday DJ, 18 yrs old! hope they give good presents up there! xxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Uncle Mike Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Location: Stockton, Ca.:-( I wish I was there for your Mum, Dad and Brothers today Dj. I feel as a serious injustice was done. My thought's and prayers are with them during this hard period of time. They need your strength to get through it. Today and every day. Love Uncle Mike and Linda. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Charline Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 its unfair! how could he only get 4 years.no matter how many years it'll never pay back for what he did to dj,Im so angry.missing you loadz dj..come back Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 What makes it worse was that a burgular recently got 7years for trying to rob the same house twice, whilst someone who kills someone else only gets 4. Is it just me or is something seriously wrong with the way the law works. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Location: homefeeling very mad still....i hate these stupid laws!, id like to say happy 18th birthday deej for sunday!hope u get the presents u want up there ,my thoughts go to the family and em and freinds.. xxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest - Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 just bought the paper, makes you feel sick. he'll be out in 2 years, he's probably sat in there laughing at how easy he's got off. he'll get whats coming to him when he's out. the robber getting 7 for the double robbery sums up what a twisted world this really is. My thoughts are with his parents, brothers and em, you must all feel so bitter, hang in there. take care, love, xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Laura Stanton Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Hey Deej! I have spoken to Jimmy (my bro) today and he said that the lad or should I say b*****d only got 4 years! Sorry but that aint long enough in my eyes and many others! Happy Birthday for Sunday! Love and miss you xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nikki Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Heya deej, haven't left a message for a while but i've been thinking about you everyday since it happened. Sorry i didn't show my support at the court, i had been thinking of going for a while but i couldn't face going in the end. it would have hurt so much to see him there. i was thinking of you the whole time and i am so angry at what he has been given...seeing his face on the news really hit me hard, it occurred to me that i recognised him, i must have seen him around...i don't know... he has got away with what he did and it is so wrong, i can't imagine what your family must be feeling but i send my thoughts to all of them, and emily. sometimes i feel selfish for missing you so much when i didn't see you that often, and when i think of what your family must be going through... but i can't help it, i miss you so much. i hope you are happy, wherever you are now, because you deserve to be... i will always be thinking of you everyday, i miss you so much... night night deej. xxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Tom and Karen Posted October 28, 2004 Report Share Posted October 28, 2004 Location: Abingdon4 years is not nearly long enough and he should never be allowed behind the steering wheel of a car again. Thinking of all DJs family and friends on what should have been his 18th birthday. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest cath Posted October 28, 2004 Report Share Posted October 28, 2004 Well now we know ,I posted last, on the night this happened,its something I'll never forget.I hope your looking down on your family and Em and giving them the strength to carry on.Everyone will always remember you and one day you will all meet again.You just got to heaven before everyone else, we'll all be there to join you one day. Keep smiling DJ ;-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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