Guest Dad Posted October 8, 2004 Report Share Posted October 8, 2004 Location: AbingdonWell here goes, this is my first bunny and I thought it would be appropriate that it should be the 1,000 one. I may have gone on to live all my life without knowing what true love for someone was, but with the tragic departure of my eldest son "DJ" it has become something I am aware of.I love all the members of my family but when one is taken you realise just what they really meant to you.I would give my life without hesitation to bring him back, even if just for a week,a day even an hour, just so he could spend some time with his Mum, Adam, Sam and Em. They all miss him so much and have so much to tell him. Every day his absence hurts a little more and seeing THOSE TWO in court this week has set us back many weeks. It is nice that some of his friends keep in touch with us, we know that you are not forgeting him. I feel I want to talk for ages now but Carl (Jimmy) has just popped round so I will go and I wont wait to be number 2,000 before I leave another. X X X Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted October 9, 2004 Report Share Posted October 9, 2004 i just read the messages from ur mum and dad, it made me cry. sometmes i am so selfish and think what am i like life is too short for stupid arguments/ feeling depressed. Everyone is so upset and missing you loads. u must know how popular you are now, 1000 BUNNYS just for you! i shal ask for my feather 2nite hunni i hope i shal get one! XXXXXXXXXX R.I.P IN our hearts.XXXXXXXXX Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest becci Posted October 10, 2004 Report Share Posted October 10, 2004 i know this wont really help ease the pain but i hope that dj rests in peace and that he is never forgotten by anyone :-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest laura Posted October 10, 2004 Report Share Posted October 10, 2004 I find it hard to talk about you, always finding it hard to smile, a part of me has gone- died with you, i cried myself to sleep for a while. I picture your face in my head sometimes; how we used to play together- in the street or in the park. I dream about how much i miss you when im alone and the lights have all grown dark. I never told you how i felt, how we were best friends- you and me, now everythings gone, im lost in this place, Shine your light so i can see. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted October 10, 2004 Report Share Posted October 10, 2004 hey u,its so quiet in my house tonite, everyone is in bed but i cant sleep thinking about u dj,reading ur parents msgs n seein them yesterday puts the whole world into perspective,if i had one wish i wud turn back the clock so we could all have u bk in our lives again,part of mine has gone with u,i guess its like loosing part of me cos its neva goin to be the same,no one to point me in teh right direction or give me a hug n make all my problems disappear,u were always there for me dj n i know u stil are lookin out for me but id give anything to have u sat next to me right now,n grinning to make me smile again. thanku for my feather, im building up quite a collection.always dreaming of u dj, love always xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest James Noyce Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Location: southamptonD.J I never knew you but have a massive amount of respect for you simply but the amount other people have shown you after your passing. I cannot elaborate more on how I feel for your family, girlfriend (hope the headsets still ok em!), and all those who were close to you. It would seem they have lost one of the many great people who were left here and for that my heart is forever with them. I was listening to Konstantine earlier and it reminded me of you, it's such a perfect song and I respect your taste in music, and choice of hairstyle! Hope your riding up there and looking down on us all with the fondness we look up to you with. Take care dj. James Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest KEVIN Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Location: ABINGDONDJ so many people miss you,nice to see all your pictures up at school.rest in peace but don't be to quiet up there.god bless. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Melissa Posted October 12, 2004 Report Share Posted October 12, 2004 Location: schoolcome home, deej, i miss u. :-( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shaun Posted October 13, 2004 Report Share Posted October 13, 2004 rip dj m8 never forgotten :-) shaun Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Helen Posted October 13, 2004 Report Share Posted October 13, 2004 Hey DJ only written one message before, and that was like the day after.so its been a long time. was sat at work the other day and this bloke came in with massive afro hair, it reminded me of you.then i remembered being at the peak district drinking vodka on the door step, and your hair bobbing around in the snow, and the snowball that hit that woman on the head that Taylor threw!!!thinking about you more recently with your face on the news and things, all my thoughts will be with your family and em on the 26th for the sentencing, i hope those kids get whats coming to them.never seen so many hurt by one idiots actions shows what a great bloke you really were.but im rambling now so i'll go.helen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest me Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 omg 5 months, messages still comin, love you! xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur em Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 I love you........ I miss you so much :'( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ---- Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 I heard Konstantine for the first time the other day. Is such a beautiful song. Still in my thoughts x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 "Nothing is lost. Nothing is forgotten. It was in the blood, the flesh. And now it is forever." --Greg Bear Amazing how you touched so many. Will never forget you. RIP Deej xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted October 18, 2004 Report Share Posted October 18, 2004 Location: with a cup of teahey bunny, its so sunny today it makes me think of u n how sunny it was on the saturday wen we all put flowers down, i got sunburn n everyhting. me n meera ordered our tshirts so fingers crossed they will b ready on time. im listening to konstantine, i havent for ages cos it started to really upset me but now it just makes me smile n think of all teh great times we had. i have skool in a few hours but it isnt the same wihtout u to brighten up the place n make me smile. i will always love u. kez x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest sum1 Posted October 18, 2004 Report Share Posted October 18, 2004 u were the greatest and where u and melissa really gud freinds? r.i.p Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted October 18, 2004 Report Share Posted October 18, 2004 Location: homeoo deej, i really miss you,but i know you will always be in our hearts.. u will always be a gr8 guy with a gr8 afro:)...my thoughts will be with you always xx lisa xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lisa Posted October 19, 2004 Report Share Posted October 19, 2004 i was just reading the forums again..its still so hard i just cant imagine how hard it is for his family but im glad they know how many people they have around them for support. Its just so unfair...why deej he was such a nice down to earth person but like i said in another message, he is looking down on us all..nice knowning you deej remember u always lisa xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest a girl Posted October 19, 2004 Report Share Posted October 19, 2004 Location: abingdonjust read all the messages! first time i been on ur site ur mum and dads made me cry loads!i didnt no u personally but i new ur bros very well and i no u are greatly miss and u were a super dude! love a girl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest nad Posted October 19, 2004 Report Share Posted October 19, 2004 you didnt no me but i always new u were the one with the headphones and bike! thanks for the 2p u gave me on the friday! adam is 1 of my best mates and i no he misses u loads he is coping great i think u must be giving him strengh! and sam i love him to they rele are a great pair and i sure u were! u were a super guy and ur bike skills rule! em keep ya chin up hun if u read this. thoughts to u to family love u all an i no for sure u are greatly missed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Girl Posted October 19, 2004 Report Share Posted October 19, 2004 Location: AbingdonI didnt really know Deej at all he seemed like such and caring and friendly person. Some of the messages brought tears to my eyes just to see how much he ment to you ive lost things but i dont think it compares to the likes of this at all,i dont know what your going through and i cant imagaine but you got to hang on in there. He will be looking down on all of you and be smiling he will guide you and help you through life he wouldnt want you to be sad he would be saying "come get on with yaz lifes :)"! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nic Posted October 19, 2004 Report Share Posted October 19, 2004 Hey man, you're still away, we all still miss you, the worlds still the same as it was before you went, everyone who never knew you carries on the same but for everone who has posted on here there life has changed forever. You are still missed by all, you're still on my msn contact list and your number is still in my phone, i don't have the heart to get rid of it and say goodbye forever. Still missed by me and the rest of the SM's over at TF. Smile down on us when we all ride. Miss you mate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Tom Posted October 21, 2004 Report Share Posted October 21, 2004 Location: HomeHi DJ just to let you know that we all miss you and think of you all the time. Heard Konstantine in the common room the other day which was painful cos of all its connected with. I know you were watching us play john mason yesterday from your cloud but it wasn't the same without that afro charging up and down the right wing! Thanks for all the memories - i've got a photo of st. eds 6-a-side team aged 10 up in my room! come check it out some time. Tom Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest N Posted October 21, 2004 Report Share Posted October 21, 2004 hiya dj. i haven't left a message for a while, i don't know what to say. it has been so long without you here but i still feel the hurt and the pain like i did when it happened... i haven't yet made up my mind whether or not to go to the sentencing...i don't think i really want to know what they look like, i don't really know how i feel. but i want to show my support. i miss you so much, it feels strange that i feel SO hurt when i didn't see you that much anyway.. i will always consider you a great friend though, even if we weren't that close. i miss you dj, i miss you i miss you i miss you... xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kez xxx Posted October 22, 2004 Report Share Posted October 22, 2004 well dj,ive got toncilitus,whats goin on? feeling really poorly, was gonna c ur parents but i dont want to make them ill. i cant believe its half term already,it seems so long since u were taken from us but i remember it like it was yesterday. i miss u so so much n ur always in my heart. kez x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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