DJ Guestbook

[Guest mrs deej]

Location: at work

hey... missing you as always so I thought I would write to you seeing as I can't talk to you :( Today was exam result day, we probably would have got ours together, but I didnt go and get them....get my fails through the post :P If you still sat your exams in heaven (which I doubt) I hope you passed, after all that effort you put into that coursework. That was hard to make you do that, and you wouldn't listen to anyone but me hehe trust you!
I hope you are ok. No matter how hard I try to get through this its too damn hard! I miss you so much...
I guess I better get back to work before I get in trouble.
Love you xxx

[Guest Rachel]

For Em: Sorry but i dont have msn, do you have a different e-mail i can talk to you on?Thankyou for giving me a chance, i promise it wont be a wasted one.

[Guest Dave]

Location: warrington

Yo DJ, were all still missin you, and wish that you was still here:(
just letting ya know i aint forgotten bout ya buddy
Ride in peace mate

[Guest Mum]

Location: Home

My darling Son i cannot believe it has been 100 days since you went away, it seems like an eternity! I am trying really hard to be here for everyone but the weight i am carrying on my shoulders is so heavy its crushing me. Please watch over us all down here we are missing you so much. :-( I am trying to only think of the good times we had but its hard with all this other stuff going on at the moment, please, please help me to remember I LOVE YOU with all my heart and will forever more.
Take care my little Angel, keep smiling, wait for me love mum xxxxxxxxxx

[Guest sum1 thinking of u]

hi dj everyone misses you and wishes so hard they could turn back the clock and this be a horrible nightmare, after reading the last message from your mum i just wish i could take her pain away but i know i just can't and it makes me feel rly bad that i cant do that for her coz she feels so down, i wish wiv all my heart everynight that i will wake up from this dream and everyone can see your smiling face once again. but for now i will keep wishing i will hope and wish sum more that ur mums pain can go away but i dont think it ever will coz she misses u so much! all my yhotughts are with sue,charlie,adam,sam,em, the rest of your family and friends. I LOVE YOU DEEJ, lots of love
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Guest Nic (munki) Shephard]

It's awesome to still see messages being posted, I know I'm still missing you online buddy. Sorry i couldn't make it down to the funeral, i had to be up here for my friend who also lost her mum the same week. I wish i could have come down to pay my respects.

Gone but not forgotten. You will always have a special place in my heart and in the history of trials on the internet.

My heart goes out to the faimly still and espically Em.

Xx

[Guest lynette]

Location: abingdon

Dj you come from such an amazing family they show such strenght at such a hard time, you are all in our thoughts and prayers.Godbless

[Guest stunstbyjon]

Location: Portsmouth

Hey DEEJ! The bike that is named after you is still going strong, and your influence is growing on my style of riding mate! I knwo I didnt get to meet you, and i feel a great loss for not havin met and rode with you too, I feel for your family and close friends i really do. I just know your up there kicking across some kinda trials heaven! Good one dude, i shall be up there with ya soon enough buddy. R.I.P

[Guest someone who needs you DJ x]

Location: abingdon

Dj, the past months have been such a blur. i find myself walking around here thinking of you constantly. Abingdon is so strange now, EVERYWHERE there are memories of you which i'm trying to cling onto so much, but it's just so hard. Things have been changing a lot since you went away...as i'm sure you're aware of. i've done things which would make you so disappointed in me, because i was doing well wasn't i? but when i made these mistakes in the past you were always there to guide me through them, whether i knew it or not;which i've recently found out.i need you Dj. i know you're still watching over us all but i just feel like i need to hear your words and feel your hugs, you were always good at hugs. i'm about to make the biggest decision of my life and i know i'm doing the right thing but i don't feel like i can tell anyone but you, incase i'm not. i'll come and see you soon anyway 4 a chat when i'm used to being back at school, that'a gonna be hard too.i've seeen your parents quite a few times and it breaks my heart when i look into their eyes because there isn't anything i can say that will make them feel better, because your not here. Em's always in my thoughts aswell but i'm not really close to her, which is a shame really because from what i hear she's a lot like you, your soulmate, and you dont get many people as special as you dj.
i think i've said enough for now, like i said i'll come and see you soon, i promise. keep smiling up there and look after everyone. all my love...xxxxxxxxx

[Guest Rob Thomson]

Location: Linlithgow

Hey Deej, just thought I'd give you a wee message. I've had a super time back in the UK, it's awful how i never came down for that ride we were after...I'm still trying hard to get 'Maxie and Tweek' imports up and running, it's hard but I'm trying for you!! I still have your letter from when you sent me that spacer, you saved the day back then!!

Really missing you man, i miss those conversations we had on msn most of the time...

I'm shedding a tear or two writing this, it's really hard! Man, i wish you were still around to brighten everyones life's up!!

See you (hopefully) some time in the future Deej....R.I.P

Rob T.

[Guest Pete Wright]

Location: Plymouth, Portishead, Minety

Hey old timer, thought i'd come say hi. Duno how to say it but i miss you. You always said to speak of your feelings and be up front and honest. Er goes, past months have been hell man. Everthing just reminds me of you and everything you did we did and other did with you. I got out an old 26 MHz...it was odd ridding it. Made me laugh of you on yours, it was good to ride again. So much so i'm coming back. Why well i need to get fit, if i'm gonna be running aorund now i got a little one on the way then why not do something i enjoy and put my mark around for ya. I wish you were aorund to ride still, talk to. Funny i swear when i've been drunk i have chatted random crap thinking your there. Feels like you are dude, kinda comforting in a way. I hope i get that when rididng again DJ. Bit of you flear and style would be great. Your mum has helped loads. Something she said has really stuck. When you think osmethings so right and speachl go for it, take that chance. Make the most. Well i did that and i'm now engaded. It feel great, never been happy like this b4. I wish you were aropund to see me smile....i wana go have a pint with ya dude. Think i'll have to ocme see ya and have one. Why not ahy...maybe 2 or 3. I really hope your looking out for us dude, i do daily. Been away to oz for a week to see my nan. I watched the sun the other day rise and set over the beach. Althought i was thousends of miles form home it felt like you were there. Kinda like a rididng hol, bikes there too. was pretty cool. I hope ya well up there dude, i look up everynight. I'll see ya soon dude, real soon.

Forever misisng you, Pete x

[Guest skter girl]

hey..my friend told me about DJ and i've been reading the messages and even though i didn't know him its really shocked me n made me think about stuff big time... i know many friends that have died this year and i guess all you can do is try to make the most out of your own life until u meet them again. easier said than done hey.

lotsa hugs goin out to all his mates..

someone should buy em a lil fluffy bunny maybe to cheer her up for like 5 minutes

*peace* xx

[Guest ur em]

Location: sat at my desk at work

hey baby. I was looking at a photo of you and had a sudden urge to write to you, I would rather talk to you but seeing as I can't.....
I hope you are safe and smiling, riding the clouds, making new friends....just being happy.
Tomorrow is our anniversary and Saturday is my birthday, going to be so hard this month. You had everything planned for my birthday, you had it all planned by about March! I had yours planned too, but I never got to tell you because it was a surprise..... One day I'll get to tell you what it was.
I miss you; I miss you so much...feel like I'm going crazy without you. I still feel like you are going to come home...how stupid is that?!
I keep trying to think of all the good things like everyone tells me too, but mostly I think about what we had planned and that we can't do it now.
I do have the best memories though and one day I hope I can think of them and smile without it hurting me so much. When we first met, geography, lolly pop game, snow angels, Indian snow men, skiving, playing on the swings, candles all around your bedroom and NOT nearly catching alight hehe!
Some woman from work just sat with me and looked at some pictures of you and you doing stuff on your bike.... seeing that she's kind of worried about me trying do it, some how I don't see myself doing the things you did anytime soon!
I best go do some work or answer the phone to some shitty dealers....great fun. You would be proud of me getting off my ass and going to work even though I have nothing to work towards in life anymore...that always revolved around you.
Oh yeh and in the last message it said about the fluffy bunnies....lots of people have given them to me....
I love you my mr deej
You are my gorgeous angel
xxxx

[Guest chris]

Location: huddersfield

rest in peace man..
show jesus what a true legend is

[Guest Andy Hill (tank_rider)]

Location: London

Deej,
I just wanted to let you know that i think about you lots. You were a true inspiration for everyone who knew you. Since my operation i have managed to recover quicker than anyone expectd. Its been just over six weeks now, and im already back on my bike riding. I know you must have blessed me with some of your maxie powers as there is no way i could have healed this quickly normally.

I have tried to be there for Em, even though i never spoke to her before you left. I know you are proud of her, and how well she has been coping. I hope your pleased she will soon be able to keep one of her promises to you by learning trials. Everyone on TF has been brilliant by helping get a bike together for her.

I still can't believe i'm not going to see you again. RIP mate

Andy

[Guest Mike]

I never met the dude but i'm told by jenny he was cool... rest in pease dude

[Guest sum1]

2day has been rly hard i wish u were wiv us u cud of made everything alot more clear u cuda stopped sum of the pain,but it carries on.i miss u so much wiv every breath i take! i'll see u agen very very soon just please stay there and w8 4 me.

[Guest steve]

I never met you dude but everyone has said your the best! Hope your still riding as well as everyone noes you can! Rest in peace !

[Guest Lee Mather]

hi man.. Em's b'day today.. i went ... we were down the nags.. was a gud laff, shame u couldnt b ther tho.. em was lil bit drunk lol. n carl was ther in his nail varnish n lippy lol. u wudda loved it n had a real laff wif your girl. shame u cudnt b ther but im sure u were there in spirit. miss u deej mate. was hopin to c u round 6th form but i guess i cant now. take it easy. lee x

[Guest sum1]

hiya deej. i've just been reading some of the latest messages and i just feel like crying. i keep having dreams that you are still here but when i wake up and realise you're not it crushes me. i know we weren't the best of friends but i still value what friendship we had so much, i think about you every single day...and like someone said before, everywhere i go i find something that reminds me of you and it hurts so much. i was looking at my photos i have of you and looked so happy, why did it have to happen to you? i send my love to your family and especially emily...i don't know how they do it. good luck to emily in her new job, and i hope her friends and family are looking after her well. i miss you so much dj, i really do. xxxx

[Guest lewilli]

hello mate, went to the nags for Ems birthday on Saturday! I was a little drunk, actually no, i was completely #ankered(dont think im allowed to say that,but hey its for a good reason ......................................................because i was ;)he he) !!!! It would have been better if you were there!!!!!!!!!! It reminded me of the time me, you, Em and laura went to the feathers (prince of wales in shippon!) Me being the dumb one not bringing a bike! So we had to share the bikes we had (yours and Ems!!!!!!!!!!!!). All the way to shippon from the town centre! Oh how I miss those days mate!!!! Anyways speak to ya soon! still missing you chum! Lewilli (Llewellan) :-) / :-(

[Guest zoojames]

Location: Bournemouth

Hey deej I lost my great gran last night I was just wondering if you would show her around up there? Watch out she can get a bit loud ;) shes harmless though! She had a rough couple o' days though so I guess she can be excused! Cheers man!

[Guest anon]

hi deejay. omg the last 2 days i have felt u have been wiv me! wen i tryed gettin 2 sleep last nite a breeze came thru the window and i just thort ''its deejay!'' it sounds so silly but im sure ur trying 2 tell me sumfin and i just wanna know wat that thing is. in maths 2day i had to look at
YR 11 GCSE RESULTS written on the wall with
DAVID JONES B
written on the wall and it made me fink that u were wiv me even more. I miss you deej life seems imcomplete wivout u.
lodsas love 4EVA!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Guest missin ya]

hiya dj u dont know me but i no 1 of ur m8z i just wanned 2 tell u that i am soo sry 4 u but u awaly gatta :-) !!!
R.I.P

LUV YA XXXX
make shure u awalyz :-) SMILE !!

[Guest :(]

You're always in my heart,
Always on my mind,
No matter how deep the water,
You, I always find.
My memories are darkening,
You're getting more unclear,
I've fallen into a tunnel,
But I am not to fear.
Very soon we'll be as one,
Together as we once had been,
Filling our memory boxes,
For another year of being unseen.