DJ Guestbook

[Guest mike]

GOD BLESS YOU DJ

[Guest eccy]

Location: wigan

god bless u dj.didnt not no im be he looked like a pretty funny guy god bless love eccy

[Guest lynette]

Location: abingdon

you were such an inspiration too so many youngsters the world seems such a dull place for these youngsters now with out you .may you still give them inspiration from heaven and may they try and be half the gentle young man you are. God Bless.

[Guest Adam Spendlove]

Location: Fareham

I never had the pleasure of meetin you, but my friends said u were a quality guy. Hope you look after ya parents. Sleep well mate. Adz

[Guest Carl]

Location: Abingdon

Hey deej.still waiting for that typical phone call of yours "mate,wanna ride?"
Rides nowadays seem pretty dull,i need my comedy partner,but your gone.maybe someday we can be the awsome duo we once were.I'm still runnin the 5 year old lx bb you gave to me mate,its still goiin just about!
Missin u loads man.

[Guest ur em]

hey baby.....
tommorow I start my new job.... I know you'll be there watching me making sure nobody's mean to your Em... or coming on to her! But don't worry baby, I'll always be your Em, your mrs DJ.
I miss you lots, spending time with Carl helps because he reminds me of you and has lots of cool stories. Don't worry I'm looking after him for you as much as I can, and I will go riding with him when I get my bike, I know I'm not you, but I'll try hard to make him giggle as much as I can.
Earlier I was watching a film we went to see at the cinema....you know, the one where we put popcorn in CJ's hair, but then realised we were probably annoying her so we just cuddled up and watched the film.
I miss the happy moments so much, although we never did have a sad moment did we.
I love you Mr DJ, keep smiling for me, I always loved your smile.......
xxxxx

[Guest]

hey dj, me again. i'm hopinng to come and visit you soon now i know where i can. its seems so weird you not being here, i had a dream last night and you had never gone and we were talkin as usual. i really miss that, even if i didn't see you that much. i wish everything could be back to normal, but i know it never will. i just can't take it in that i willk never see you around anymore like i always used to. i remembered that science lesson in year 8 the other day, it almost made me cry. i'm sure you know which one i mean. thanks for that, it made me so happy. i heard about the court case and it made me so angry. but it doesn't matter because he will be found guilty. and he'll get a longer sentence for it. everything will work out ok i know it will. as well as it can anyway. why did this have to happen? it seems so unfair. it is so unfair. everyone misses you terribly. you probably know it, i'm sure you're watching us all from above. i'm findin it hard to write this so i am going to leave it for now. i will come visit you soon dj. sleep tight. xxx :-(

[Guest your Em]

DJ, having a really shitty day, so I thought I would write to the person I love. Everyone and every things really annoying me. Go to hospital and they still don�t know what�s wrong, its been 5 years! Would have thought they had some ideas. And I�m going back tomorrow because of my heart, which I�m not looking forward to. I know you promised you would be there, and I know you probably are, but I still don�t like it! Then there�s people doing really inconsiderate things which just makes me more and more down. ARGH! Just had enough, wish you were here to make me feel better, to hug me and to say �hey Mrs do, it will be ok, I�ll look after you forever I promise� you always said that. Baby I send you hugs and kisses, I wish I could give them to you for real, but someone has made it impossible to do that. By the way if you want to visit when I�m at work, I�m working at the place I told you I wanted to work at�.. Hope your proud of your Em. I should be getting my bike soon, so you can be even more proud of me, because I won�t give up, I promised you, and you know I don�t break them.
I love you, I love you, I love you

[Guest hayley]

Location: cholsey

hey DJ
thought i'd drop u a lil line!
last sunday i went to your grave with your mum&dad and my mum&dad.it was something i thought i would never have to do for such a good friend of mine.it was so hard. i just wanted to ask you if you were ok and were being looked after well.but knowing you couldn't tell me got to me so bad.everyone was so brave & i just couldn't do it any longer.i cried, i cried more&then i thought 2myself i must be brave,u wouldn't want me2cry.i then looked up at the sky&knew u were watching us.i must be brave i kept saying to myself.i got in the car&started again.i just kept sayin i must be strong.your mum gave me such a lovely hug&said don't be ashamed to cry.she's so brave i thought.they all are.yes, my tears were tears of sadness but at the same time tears of happiness that i got to know someone just like u.not a day goes by when i dont think about u Deej.i know u r safe up there&just keep on riding the clouds.i will come&see u at your grave again soon, but until then take care&keep watching over us.
missing u always.
love Hay xxxx

[Guest Uncle Mike]

Location: Stockton California

It's been a while since i have posted anything but i have been in contact with DJ's Mom and Dad. The events of the last few months have not been lost on any of us and i just want to say to anyone reading these is,
"Take Care, and enjoy life, respect your parents and your siblings. Never leave on a bad word and take a minute to remember lost friends and family."
When I saw David before that day he was so full of life and I was impressed by him and his attitude. Always smiling and playing around.
Ride in peace DJ
Uncle Mike

[Guest Someone]

Location: Abingdon

Deejay i have been thinking of you a lot recently. I just wish things were different and you were back with your family friends and lovely fiance. It is very unfair what happend. I can agree with what the last guy said about learning something form this terrible situation, i have been trying harder with my family and appretiating life, making the most of what I have. Its still very hard to get my head around how things can change so suddenly. The town is missing something without you. Just wanted to let you know im thinking of you. lots of love
RIP
x

[Guest Anon]

Well three months now and the messages keep coming. You are so special Dj, you must see that now, seeing as you never believed how loved you were when you were on earth. I know your still with us all so you must now see how much everyone cared about you, and continue to do so. I dont like how i feel cause no one i spend my time with really knew you as well as i did so i cant talk about you with them or even just sit with them and think bout you. Today i sat and cried cause it hit me how long we have been without you now and i cant stand it. Dj we all really need you back here, and i know Em would do anything to have you back with her, planning your wedding together. I just need someone to talk to about you, i dont have anyone who understands how i feel. And those that do wouldnt talk. Hope your having fun up there Deej.xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

[Guest]

3 months it seems like time has stopped since that day, i walked past the very place 2day and sed 2 my frend i was walking wiv if only we cud go bak exactly 3 months ago maybe it wudnt of happened we cud of kept u nattering a bit longer and the whole thing wud neva have happened, everyone has noticed u being gone even ppl hoo didnt know u!
well keep on riding by the time we meet again the new tricks u knoe will take an eternity 2 b witnessed!
R.I.P lots of love 2 the angel hoo everyone loved.

[Guest ur em]

These have been the longest 3 months in my life. My time with you went so quickly, maybe because we always had so much fun and giggles, and now...well.... I don't think I'm the same Em you knew. I've had to suddenly grow up and look after the people around me aswell as myself...and its hard! Everythings hard without you. I do have people looking after me, but there not you.... and your the person I want most. Lots of people have said to me 'your so strong and brave, i couldn't do what your doing' but really if people could see whats happening inside of me they would know I'm not really those things at all.
Oh by the way, the last anon message that said that they need people who knew DJ well, you have me! I'm always around if you need me, just give me a call or email me.
DJ my fluffy bunny.... I hope you are safe up there in the clouds, be careful please, just like you always are. Hope the other angels are looking after you, keeping you smiley until I can be there with you by your side.You're probably watching all your favourite films, riding in all your favourite places and visiting all the people you miss.......oh and eating peanut butter in hot cross buns!
I love you so much xxxxxx

[Guest George Seamons (again)]

Location: Nr Norwich, Suffolk

DJ,
I can't believe how long it's been since you left us. Time has just flown on without you, yet everytime I see a picture of you, or somebody mentions your name, it seems as though I am taken back to the day I found out about the tragedy. I still can't believe it, it still seems so unreal.

You were the first person I knew who has passed away, so it's especially bad. It's not a nice feeling, and I hope I don't have to encounter it too many more times in my life.

I talk to Em most nights now, and I try my hardset to cheer her up, even if that does mean making an idiot of myself. I don't care about how I look, she is
more important than my own image.
She always talks about you, wish proves just how special her feelings towards you were. You two were made to be together, everybody could see that, and its not fair that you were taken away from her so soon in your lives.

Maybe one day the pain of this whole thing will go away, but I'm not sure when that day will be. The pain still seems very raw for her, as it is for us all - but especially her and your family.

Ride on dude, you are sadly missed by us all. xxx

[Guest Mum]

Location: Still at home in Abingdon

My darling Angel i cannot believe how long it has been since you went away, everyday seems like the first, there is never a minute goes by that i am not thinking of you, i only wish that it had been me not you then you would still be here with us (especially your Em). People here are expecting us to 'get back to doing normal things' but how can we? nothing will ever be normal again! And it hurts too much! THIRTEEN WEEKS has been like a lifetime, very little sleep, worrying about your Dad, Brothers, Em and ALL your friends, i can't switch off. We went up to the site today where you went away and laid some fresh flowers i only hope that people understand why we need to do this, i know you are at rest in the cemetery but i feel the Wootton Road is where you went away. It's Sam's birthday soon and i am going to find it very hard without you here, how can we have fun without you; my child with the smiley face isn't here to brighten up the day but i will do my best to make it special for him. God Bless you my Angel, please wait for me i won't be long. Missing you with all my heart love Mum XXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Guest Amy]

I know we weren't close DJ, but I will always treasure your memory and keep you in my heart. I'm honoured to have known you xxxx

[Guest ste]

Location: mansfield

u were a quality guy

[Guest Rachel]

This is a message mainly for em. It was me that sent the last anon message. I really wanna put everything behind us, could we talk? I cant begin to imagine what your going through now and have been through over the last three months. It is so nice to see the messages of support for you, sue, charlie, sam and adam. I read a message you posted a while ago about someone saying you should have another ring alongside your engagement one and it is so true. You made DJ happier than he was at any other time throughout his life and he deserved that. I just really hope you can forgive me anything i may have done to hurt you or annoy you in the past cause i really do wanna make amends with you. If you wanna talk then please contact me at rachel_keaney_7@hotmail.com. Thanks for taking the time to read this.x

[Guest anon]

hey deej hope ur ok! i just wanted 2 tell u how much every1 misses u. i love ur family 2 bits ur mum and dad r soo lovely and im close wiv adam and sam is a kl mate, i hope u will look out 4 them and i will help u as much as possible! love you loads deej! xxxx

[Guest Nikki]

hiya deejay, i've been thinking of you a lot recently. last night i had another dream that you were still here and it was all a misunderstanding. but when i woke up and realised it wasn't true it felt like a huge weight was on top of me again. i never thought i would have to be writing you messages like this, i wish so much that i could see you again and tell you how much you mean to me, even if we weren't close in the last couple of years. some things you never forget, and i will never, ever forget what a great friend you were. i find myself thinking of you everyday and wondering why this had to happen. i can't begin to imagine how emily and your family must be feeling, when i feel so low myself - and i was nowhere near as close to you. i've only met emily once but she seemed like such a lovely girl, when i read the messages from her i want to cry.. she seems so brave, i wish i could have got to know her as a friend aswell. i want to come and visit you soon deejay, but i can't pluck up the courage to actually do it. how can you prepare yourself for something like that? even now, months after, i can't bring myself to believe i will never see you again, that i will never be able to speak to you again or wave to you in the street. i want to say good luck to emily and i hope she can find peace in knowing how loved and special deejay was to so many people. sleep well deejay. i will try and bring myself to come and visit you soon, i promise. xxxx

[Guest KerriexXx]

hi deej! hope ur ok, i went 2 a bbq at urs 2nite it was rly fun! all of ur frends and family made me laugh and i laughed so much my tummy hurts!!
its a shame u wernt there 2 brighten the sky wiv ur smile but i know u were enjoying it with us anyway! i just thort i'd let ya know how much i luv ur family and hope i can do anything 2 help them eva!
love ya deej bi bi
XXXXXX

[Guest hannah]

Location: abingdon

hey Deej, We were at your house today, it was rele funny, adam was giggling so much!! you probably saw him dancing and doing the tango with the mop!! lol. i hope your ok up there.
loads n loadsa luv hannah xXx

[Guest Llewellan]

Location: Abingdon

hey Deejay, hows it goin? It would have helpful if you were here today when I picked up my Geography AS exam results today!(not to mention my other results).
Its been pretty tough over the past couple of weeks! But hey, Ive got a job for the summer! Cool or what!
School starts soon! I cant believe how quick the summer has gone!! By the way, you probably know already, I didnt do to good in the exams! Luckily I can retake them but I know I have to put my head down now!!!!! So no messing about in Geography anymore!!! Im still missing you buddy! So this is my goodbye till the next letter, write to ya soon, Lewilli ;-)

[Guest Bobbi Jones]

Location: Abingdon, Oxfordshire

Today many parents here in Abingdon are upset at the impoverished AS-level grades received by their children. My son, who was a friend of DJ since primary school, is one such. On my way back to work I stopped at the fence of flowers where DJ was killed, and I reminded myself of what is important in life and what is not. People are important, not careers. Sue and Charlie would not care if DJ failed every subject, if they just had the chance to hold their son again. Let us parents reflect on that today, and think of Sue and Charlie.