Guest Melissa (again) Posted July 16, 2004 Report Share Posted July 16, 2004 Location: FitzGone but NEVER forgotten, my spesh hair m8. lovin an nissin u, our pink fluffy bunny! Ride in Peace Deej. love Melissa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Gethin Posted July 17, 2004 Report Share Posted July 17, 2004 Location: Waleshey dj , U were an inspiration to trial riders Ride 4eva gethin :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lynette Posted July 17, 2004 Report Share Posted July 17, 2004 Location: abingdonYou may be gone but you are never forgotten you are in our thoughts and prayers every day.GOD BLESS Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sue Posted July 18, 2004 Report Share Posted July 18, 2004 Location: Dj's houseMy darling son,i cannot believe it is already 65 days since you left us. Everyday seems to be getting harder to deal with, when people say to us that things will get easier with time it isn't its getting harder! We miss your presence like crazy and i still expect you to come running through the door even when i have been to the cemetry to see you (Gosh that is hard to face more and more every day)We have chosen your headstone - I hope we have chosen well for you and we want to have it in place for what would have been your special birthday - 18th. We are still having to face every minute of every day without your lovely smile, your big fluffy hair and your loving heart. I heard some one say if you could make a wish what would it be - well my darling son I WISH YOU COULD COME BACK AND THAT THIS IS ALL JUST A NIGHTMARE but not all dreams come true do they? I try very hard to keep the happy times in my mind but they are outweighed by the sad at the moment. Please help me to see the happy times again soon as my heart is so heavy i don't know how long i can keep it from breaking right in two. We are all trying to look after each other the best we can but its the hardest thing i have ever had to do! We love Em to pieces and it is great getting to know her and her mum too. I only wish i could take her pain away as it hurts to see her cry, she would have made you very happy i know that now. Deb has been a true friend and is always there when i need a shoulder or an ear - she too misses you loads. Loving you was easy, this isn't please help me to help the others..keep watching over us and keep us safe from harm MISSING YOU LOADS..XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX MUM :confused: :-( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest colly Posted July 19, 2004 Report Share Posted July 19, 2004 dj, u influenced me to keep my bike when i was selling it, i would like to thank you for that. i miss you... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Peter Haydon (Tic) Posted July 19, 2004 Report Share Posted July 19, 2004 Location: SalisburyIt was NASS last weekend... We did a minuits silence for you in Carl's tent on Saturday night, we only managed 50 seconds though hehe Ben Jordan stole your title of piss heads of the festival and got carted off to hospital on the Friday, then managed to enter the competition on the Saturday! James Porter finished in close second on the Saturday. Niether of them were as fun as you while they were drunk though! Granger couldnt make it over from Guernsey so he wasnt even a contender this year. We met those girls we hung around with last year, you know the two sisters? (One of them shacked up with Iain Plumb last year and you paid him �5 for that bet because he was the only one to wake up with a random girl in his tent). They asked where you were and when we told them what happened they were totally shocked. Andy Hill is sorting out a bike for Em, its going to be sprayed pink. Andy came second in the intermediate competition on the Saturday, part of his prize was a Echo bash guard which is going to go on Em's bike. I donated a Cassette and everyone on trials-forum is donating bits and bobs. Andy is getting his shoulder operated on today to sort out his random shoulder dislocations, it means 6th months off the bike for him, but once he has got Em's bike sorted me and Andy are planning to drive up and deliver the bike to Em :-) Anyways I am going to stop typing this now, you are up there watching everything anyway so you already know everything that has happened! See you dude "Tic" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Charline Posted July 21, 2004 Report Share Posted July 21, 2004 Location: Abingdoni got a bike dj,youd b so proud of me ...miss u loadz man,wish u cld hav spent ages wit me teaching me with and carl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest charlie Posted July 21, 2004 Report Share Posted July 21, 2004 Location: littlehampton west sussexnot sure what to put here as didnt know deej at all it was a shame for his death to introduce me to trials forum as i am sure i would have got on well with him and as i didnt know you i feel i missed out on the opportunity of getting to know you and whatever anyone says or does i dont think i will ever forget this man i never knew you were truly an angel to have done what you did and i am sure you will come back one day and touch many more peoples hearts Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Doug Posted July 21, 2004 Report Share Posted July 21, 2004 Location: Abingdonhey what a brill trials rider, you were the real deal at it. very much missed. doug. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest me agen Posted July 23, 2004 Report Share Posted July 23, 2004 hi hunni i just wanna say i think about u and ur family all the time i want u 2 come home ad make evrything make sense coz life seems 2 have no meanin @ the mo especially not wivout u! i miss u and want u bak HELP ME luv now and 4eva will see you soon will come and join u in heaven. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Samantha Posted July 24, 2004 Report Share Posted July 24, 2004 WOWNESS! Its all so so wierd n hard to take in!! xXx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mrs Deej- Em Posted July 24, 2004 Report Share Posted July 24, 2004 hey baby. Just thought I would let you know that I miss you and that I love you. You'd be proud of me....I managed to do an endo yesterday...told you I would do it for you. Me and mum took your mum and Adam out today. Me and Adam got a picture together, and its right next to you in my wallet, have to get one of Sam too! I also saw a wedding dress in a window in town and my mum said 'you never know, you might still get married one day'. and I said 'no, I know I wont because the only person I would marry is DJ'. And we would have done too. And had our Freddie and Pashley. You would have been a great daddy. It's not fair that we're not allowed to do those kind of things together anymore. We all miss you so much, hate being here without you. You remember you wrote 'DJ 4 EM' in a heart on the wall in the abbey? well its not there anymore, the walls have been covered again....but hey I guess I have the memory, just like all the others. Anyway...hoping you are ok. I send you all my cuddles,my love and my kisses. I love you so much. love from your 'fiancee lady' as you used to call me! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Laura Posted July 25, 2004 Report Share Posted July 25, 2004 hiya, DJ missing u more each day. feels so wierd that ur gone, specially since theres still so much that reminds me of u. I was going to go back to thomas reade for mr dandos leaving do, but didnt really want to go after all the memories i feel would come flooding back. My mum told me alot of the teachers were asking how i was coping, because me and u used to be inseperable! i found a picture of u in the ski trip, and ur signing on both of my shirts from both schools. Im putting together a list of happy memories that i shared with u DJ, who knows, maybe ill put it on the internet for everyone to read, and maybe even add to! but i think mine may fill up a few pages! i even forgot that we helped to organise the ball together. who wouldve thought then, in around a year this would have happened. Were all getting our results in a month ish, ill be thinking of u then, alot! especially in media. love laura xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kerrie Posted July 26, 2004 Report Share Posted July 26, 2004 hiya!cant bellev its 2 months since uve gone! i went down 2 the cemetry 2day wiv melissa. its changed since i last went! all ur cushions have gone and its now its all flat and the inner tube has gone. it still looks as nice as ever tho! im rly rly glad my big purple bracelet is there:-) me and melissa were angry as ur plaque was all dirty :mad:we were listenin 2 konstantine and hope u cud hear ur fave song agen:D:D!!!! luv ya loads speek 2 ya soon XOXOX Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 pls pls pls could someone pls tell me where the cemetary is, which one it is so i can go visit..pls, i would really love to pay my respects xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sue Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 Location: DJ's houseIf the person who put up the last bunny would like to contact me at home i would be only too happy to tell them where the cemetry is. I promise i won't bite if you call. Sue X Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Laura Stanton Posted July 27, 2004 Report Share Posted July 27, 2004 Location: OxfordshireEllo Deej. My internet has been broken for a few weeks so I have only just been able to get back on. I may have not wrote on here for a while but i still whisper night to you, or how much I miss n luv you. Its been hard lately, I have wanted to get soo much off my chest an ask you for advice as thats what I used to do to you (bore you most nights on MSN!) I went to see you the other day an just sat an talked to you, although it made me cry, it did make me feel happier knowing that you had proberly listened. Look darling I have to love you an leave you! Will keep talking to you an writing you stuff on here. Luv ya loads, miss you loads too. Love Laura Stanton x x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest nath (again, and again) Posted July 28, 2004 Report Share Posted July 28, 2004 Location: wereva i feel likehi deej. 2months i cnt blive it i will bring miself to cum and c u 1day promise. im missin u soo much and i cn t even imagin wat charlie and sur r feelin they r bein soo strong aswell as adam and sam.i havnt seen em 4 along time but im sure i will soon. and debbie my bst m8 now hehe. Anne (ems mum) is soo funny i slept ova a while ago ad learnt wat sum wierd word was and i et a out of d8 yogurt still noce though. and adam has introduced me to that coolade stuff and im not spose to hav enumbers but oh well. anyway u probly fink im blabberin on a bit dnt ya so ill go ill look afta every1 and keep strong ill sum and c u soon mayb 2moz ill b dwn k. c ya reel soon keep ridin. love ya m8 nath (r.i.p deej) p.s am i aloud to make a fluffy bunny movement t-shirt plz deej. xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Adam Jones Posted July 28, 2004 Report Share Posted July 28, 2004 Location: abingdonhi all. i'm dj's brother. it's taken me a long time to put a bunny up, guess i've been tryin to keep my mind on other things. But now that i have more time i find myself thinking. I wonder how i've found myself able to cope and think that i can help those who haven't been able to cope. Keepin busy is one way to keep ur mind occupied, but what does help, is facing u p to things. You must keep eating for one, and talk about it, 'it's good to talk'. i cant really think of nething else to say, but if neccesary, seek counselling through your GP. i miss you so much DJ! you're always here but never really here. p.s. please use this page for what it's supposed to be for. memories and messages about DJ, not the site adam x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ur em Posted July 28, 2004 Report Share Posted July 28, 2004 I miss you baby :'( I really really miss you. Life really does suck with out you! I want you back. It hurts so much. Why does the person I love the most in the world have to be taken away? ITS NOT FAIR! How come people say 'it will get better'? When does it get better? How can losing you possibly get better? And hardly any of my friends have stuck by me through this,the only one that really does is Lee. And Adam.... I hope you saw me and him shopping the other day, bet you never thought I would spend so much time with your family, I love them all.... they would have been my family anyway, so thats how I see them. Your friends are brilliant, they're always there 4 me even when I need to text someone in the middle of the night.But there not here with me, and I feel so alone. I need you :'( Love you sweetie xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kevin Posted July 31, 2004 Report Share Posted July 31, 2004 Location: abingdon. ride in heaven give them hell Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mum Posted August 1, 2004 Report Share Posted August 1, 2004 Location: DJ's HouseI am missing you more and more each day my darling son, life seems to have no meaning at the moment. Someone said to me the other day that things happen for a reason and that in a previous life we made a pact for you to go away but i know i wouldn't have done that. I am sure i would have been the one to die young, but they say only the good die young! I feel we are being punished for some reason, I love your Dad, Adam and Sam more than I am able to express but it hurts to see them so sad, nothing is 'normal' anymore as we always included you in our daily plans (even if you didn't want to join in at lease you had an option, now even that has been taken away from you). Please, please be happy, wait for me, time here seems to be going so slow all the days are rolling into one long haze of emotions. I think i saw you in the clouds the other day when i was sitting in the garden looking up you were looking at me, what were you trying to say? I wish you could talk to me and tell me what you want me to do? I hope you are not in pain and that you are able to ride your bike in peace. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART take care my precious angel til we meet again. Missing you love Mum :-( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted August 2, 2004 Report Share Posted August 2, 2004 just want to say thank you to sue for the message, i will try and pluck up the courage to call. i miss dj so much, and yet we weren't even that close. life can be so unfair. i am just so so glad i got the chance to be friends with such a great person. i miss you dj, you are always in my thoughts everyday. i just want to see you one more time so i can say goodbye properly. let you know how much you mean to me. better still, i wish you were still here to take the pain away from everyone who loves you. i just hope you can see how much you meant to so many people, just see how popular you are dj. love u forever, never forget you. xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Phill Posted August 3, 2004 Report Share Posted August 3, 2004 Location: AbingdonHay man. Haven�t posted in a while cause I kind of buggered up our computer. I tell you, dad didn�t like that one bit. I was sorting through my desk draws a week ago, in a vain effort to clean my room, and I found some scraps of paper on which we had a conversation when we were supposed to be doing our maths coursework, I mean we were doing our coursework ...... of curse ....... kind of ....... a bit. But that is beside the point. It just brought back to me how good a friendship we had and I miss that. Anyway, I done something stupid last week. I went fishing with my brother and cousins down the river, just past the lock. As we were fishing, I saw that someone had lost a float with hook and weights in a tree nearby. So, being me, I climbed up the tree, got the rig, and as I neared the bottom of the tree, I kind of half jumped half fell out of the tree and cut my leg. Don�t worry, I'm fine, just going to have a nice scare on my leg, and I think it might be able to rival your cuts on that you have from biking. I remember when you came in to school one day, and you said "want to see something that hurts?" and you lifted your trouser leg up to show us where you had fallen off and your pedal had scraped up the back of your leg, and that must of hurt. Missing you like hell man, Phill x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest your Em Posted August 3, 2004 Report Share Posted August 3, 2004 Location: sat here missing youhey sweetie..... just wanted to write to you on a day that was meant to be great..... 8 months ago I became ur offical gf. It was lunch time and you came over to my school at lunch, as you always do, and we were stood by the pool table and Sam said 'Are you two together yet' and you looked at me and pulled me close to you and said 'What do you think?' And I said 'Yes' and you kissed me.... I miss our moments like that so much. Your friends are looking after me... I speak to George most nights and he puts on his webcam and does stupid things to try and make me laugh when I'm feeling down...he usually does make me giggle.I can see why you love your friends so much. I wish so much I could hear you say 'I love you mrs dj' I tell you every night that I love you, I know your probably trying so hard to reply. I hope you like your teddy angel I put with you today, its there to keep you safe until I see you again, then I'm not letting you out of my arms. I love you so much xxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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