You ain't no pussy for crying mate. Ive cried for days on end, weeks infact over a very special girl. These things hurt. I couldn't imagine what it would be liek after 7 months though. I hope to god things go well for you because its a horrible feeling. Just try and discuss things through the best you can mate. No arguing. A nice conversation. Im sure she will understand if you explain. Also remember one thing Beau.....If she loved you...She would of trusted you.....I.e meaning - That theres no other girl in your life but her and that you wouldn't of dreamed of doing anything with that other girl. Hope things get better. All the best. Danny xxx