f**kin hell george, thats horrid... but well done, was it the night of the hadouken gig i saw u at?? ...lol oh my god mate that made me feel so bad for you... but well done... you hero you.... its not the kind of thing youd wish upon anyone, but you were brave enough to deal with it, and try and save her life.. unfortunatly things didnt turn out so great but theres nothing more you could of done to help her, you did your best and made your best effort and thats all that matters.... so well done george and i hope you get it out of your system and recover soon (mentaly)