Which in turn leads to a f**k load of suicides. I think ecstacy is actually a damn sight better than weed. MDMA is a party drug, there wouldnt really be much point doing it unless you were going out or whatever, whereas dro you can smoke, whenever, wherever, whatever the reason. I'm gonna stick my hands up and say i have been heavily affected by cannabis/drugs in general. I'm always paranoid,and have developed massive OCD, have lost all my self confidence and just literally do not know what to say to anyone anymore unless its about drugs, i know a few people who have killed them selves after becoming mentally ill through too much cannabis, a load more who have tried to kill themselves or who have just gotten mentally ill, and have heard about a f**k load more. to put things into perspective, at the moment im waking up, smoking a fat Lplate to get myself out of bed, going to college, coming home, bunning two zoots for lunch, going back to college, coming home, bnunning a zoot to send me to bed. whereas i take MDMA probably once/maybe twice a week.