If you seriously have/do slit your wrists could you please tell me why? Welcome to the forum, its best off you give more information in your posts in future, ie; where you live, what you ride, how long you've been riding, why you got into trials etc etc. You get the point. If you really give your posts some real effort then you should be validated in no time. (something which i didn't do ) took me a few 150ish posts to get validated lol.