Right. Never thought I'd be posting in here, 'Cus I'm bassically shit with girls, so I just didnt bother trying Heeres the jist of whats up. Broke up from college 2/3 weeks ago, told a girl i like her, I got the whole 'where to good'er mates to mess it up'. I was preety gutted and another girl off my college course (who I sorta liked, Zoe) was there to just help me out abit, just doing what a mate does. After that, I spent some time with Zoe, cinema, shopping, round at my house and round at hers and we grew preety damn close. Holding hands, arms round each other and stuff. But as with everything, theres a catch. She's sorta seeing this other lad, I knew about it and was cool with it, until last night when we where at my house. We where just lying on my bed, listenin to music, having a laugh. When it just dawned on me, I f**king love her. so we where messing about abit more, nothing sexual just lying there, telling jokes. She sorrta clicked on that my middle leg was sorta half mast (saw her breasts, somehow ) and she kept messing about trying to get it full on. She kissed my neck, and sooooooorta went down with her hand, but stopped up abit and tickled above it. As you'd expect, he was in full swing then. So I asked 'What does it for you then?' as a joke, and she told me, Kissing her neck, a spot on her lower back being played with/tickled. We started messing about agin, kissing her neck and her tickling me. When she put her leg over mine (lying on our sides facing) pulled me in and we just lay kissing and shizzle, Not joking this time. Then she stops and just sorta jumps up and thinks shes cheating on this lad. But if she was'nt with him, she'd of carried on going with me. What do I do, I can't stop thinking about her, she likes me (I didnt know until like....last night? My mates joked about it, but I did'nt think they where being serious) But theres the thing of that other lad. When she got up I asked her what she was going to do? and she did'nt know. I told her to stay with him and see how that pans out (which I regret to f**k now) but last night can't just be forgotten, I wer'nt that intermate with my last GF and I'm not even seeing Zoe. I just wanted to get it out of me. Its bugging me and will do for ages. And Matt (Anzo) I'm adaquatley hung thank you.