understand mate, life is a bitch most of the time, what i do is think what makes me hapopy think about that more and do things you like too do, i was in the same boat and still am sometimes, i live away mon-fri i hate it gets me reli down but when im home i try maximise what i like fi you get me? just make sure what you do is ssomething you want to do i.e a job you like or course you like? good luck lad!