I'm a dick! Well i was mates with my ex for ages, and got a bit drunk and said some things to her. and In my drunkeness, i pushed her in a pub. I wud have Never done a think tipsey or sober, as she has AS and could have flared it up. But who to I say that i'm sorry? I want to talk but she doesnt want anything at all to do with me.. I just want to know that we are okay. I can't talk to anyone else like I can (well could) talk to her. Just feels like my arm has been removed from me, I can't call her she doesnt pick up, Can't call her house as her mam or dad will pick up, texts are NEVER replied to. Should I just give her some space? and let things calm over?