That was very well written, I think. To be honest, you've left me with a sense of shock at what you experienced. I really respect your efforts which I'm not so sure I could done myself in the same situation. When I was kid I saw a women accidently reverse into her husband as he was loading his golf clubs into the car. The sound of his head hitting the concrete was not nice. I was unable to do anything, except stand and stare, despite the fact I was standing nearest. Anyway, I hope you feel better soon. I know how traumatic events can effect you. I guess perhaps you might have to wait a little whilefor the majority of those sensations to fade although I suppose you'll never really lose all of them. At least that'll probably mean you'll never drink and drive.