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I felt bad for the senior members and didn't really want to say anything. Castration is very typical of these types. It allows for the redirection of time that might otherwise be placed into sexual activity. With the loss of balls, senior member duties can come to the forefront. They are a very commited lot and for that they get my respect.

It's clearly about being liked by the current range of senior members, mods and gods. For the most part anyway. The other reasoning of good posts and contributing or whatever is just supportive of if a character is liked.

I think to answer this question seriously, one might say that you need to behave in such a way as to live up to the 'senior membership ideal' that the present senior members subscribe to. This can occur through the blessing of correct genes or social development whereby, 'naturally', one behaves like a senior member. In other words, without a moments thought you spontaneously know what is "good" and what is "shit" in terms of senior membership consensus. Alternatively, most will have to forcefully change their character in order to become a senior member - a complete personality workover may be required. Your own spontaneous tendencies that evoke a negative response from senior members will have to be inhibited whereas, conversly, behaviours that get positive responses from senior members will have to be cultivated. A new you needs to be shaped and conditioned. At the very least I would recommend weekly tutoring from a senior member. At best, I would recommend living with one. Essentially, you want to eat, breath and excrete senior membership and if you do manage to evolve into this higher consciousness you will not be disappointed. The senior members forum is rich in stuff. senior member genes (possessing these causes senior membership behaviour): ideal, social developmental family (note senior member bible on table): typical living conditions of a senior member: Hold on, what was the qeustion again?

Don't be so racist. Does this mean you're back no the bike then Jon seeing as you've been looming and posting on the forum?

Anything Boswell has posted before I've typically found more interesting than the people who are complaining about this thread. He certainly gets a discussion going and one that's typically more intelligent that I normally otherwise see on here. Going against my philosophical disposition, maybe I should say you're "shit" at recognising "shit". edit: don't close the thread Boswell, ignore those individuals who enjoy putting down others yet can't create such similar things.

Full time in the day or part time over two years. Full time though represents 14-15 hours though and plenty of people maintained near full time work. One of my subjects was in the evening and perhaps some colleges cater for that in terms of the entire course being in the evening.

An access course will get you to university in a year. I just completed one and got a place at Bristol university. They are well recognised by universities and you aren't really at any disadvantage over A-level students these days. You'll probably have to hurry though as the course begins around now. I really enjoyed my access course and highly recommend it.

Really minted. Make sure you make another one soon.

Right back at you and chow for now

As per usual Joe, great vid. Great riding and character to it. Reminds me how much I love Vancouver. I need to emmigrate!

Great stuff Phil. You're one of the first riders I remember being impressed/inspired by when I first started riding and watching videos online. How come though you don't make vids anymore?

Liking the name, Big Gay Bear. Mood dependent, I'm down for the Bristol trip.

ooooo, college boy eh? Don't bring your textbooks, nerdo.

I'm digging the riding, editing and music selectage. Great job and please a repeatage...

Friday, rideday. Whay.

Thanks again chaps for the nice words. Did nobody notice the hairs stuck to my fisheye lens? They kind've ruined the video the scenes for me. My cleaning cloth that made the lens more dirty.... niceone. Some of that footage would have been saved for the dvd otherwise. Regarding the dvd though, due to the weather and a poor financial situation meaning I couldn't get very far to film, I'm going to film the dvd next summer. Currently I'm working a six day week so I don't really have the time to do much besides that. Money or free time seem to be mostly, mutually exclusive! Anyway, I'm going to save up some money, not have a job, and film everything in about two-three months over the summer with a quick one-two month edit so the footage is fresh and ready for Xmas. I may even try and get to a worlds event. Certainly I'm going to collect footage from as far a field as possible. I'd like to get to scotland and film yourself actually, Mr Travis Ben.

Cheers for the compliments - always a pleasant surprise when people enjoy my videos. Although of course that's dependent on riders such as Mike, James and Adam, so perhaps I shouldn't be so surprised. Clouddead was a close judge but the music is Odd Nosdam - all three tracks. This is the style of music, alongside Clouddead that I'm hoping to get the rights to use for a dvd. I expect it to be the predominent style although that will be a lot of variation also. I've not heard of Fridge but I'll definitely check them out. If it's anything like Odd Nosdam I'm sure I'll like it. Adam should have been in the video more but his riding wasn't going as well as normal (I'm surprised he managed to ride at all on sunday seeing as he spent the whole night throwing up vodka and curry). Tried filming other lines for him but he wasn't completing them - lines I think he would normally have. I have some very good clips from him though saved for the dvd. Mike should have had more stuff but he kept braking his bike (forks, hub, inner tubes). I wasn't really riding much cause I haven't been feeling it for a few weeks now. So James, as is easy for him to do, took the limelight.

Well, just wait for the buffer/download time. I emphasise, as always, the latter choice. Vimeo spoils quality.

blah will be done soon. 8 odd mins and 400 odd mbs, mofos. No boring ramble this time.

Well, that's even better than just taking photos. Good job to Jen.

Style, control, power, variation, blah, blah. I love Dans riding and I actually want to ride, which is a feeling I've lacked for several weeks now. Befitting music and well correlated to movement. You've also made me want to edit which, again, I haven't wanted to do for a little while. Who's the attractive looking photography-lady. I think I saw her in a Nick Manning video recently (another of yours Andy). I like women that do stuff (have interests).

Hobbsie was always such a laugh. I always hoped we'd cross paths again and in fact I was asking James Porter about how he was just a few weeks back. Although it's been several years since I last saw him, his positive character had clearly stuck in my mind. I'm sorry such a desirable individual didn't get a longer life.

You don't know quite how good that makes me feel. Can we start talking about children and a house?

It's the standard situation of people thinking they've worked out the correct hobby and consequently, that's what everyone else should be doing. It helps add validity to their own activity - security in their actions. Potentially also, there's an aspect of jealousy, especially if they have seen you ride. They know they can't do what you're doing, so they'll put it down so it seems like there's nothing to be jealous of. Jealousy often leads of knobish behaviour. I know that from having been a jealous knobhead in the past.

Feeling pretty shit this morning. Broke it off with my girlfriend last night because we just keep arguing. Finding it really difficult to understand the the nature of those arguments. I'd lean toward blaming her as she has all these expecations of my behaviour and naturally perceives everything in the negative. Whatever I do she'll find some reason to be unhappy with it. I'm probably engaged in some behaviour though that if I realised what it was, I would change and is currently contributing to the problems. Anyway, she keeps phoning me so that we can maintain the relationship and it's really f'ing difficult to keep saying no. I don't want to say yes because I feel sorry for her as she's really upset. Although I do still love her, despite resenting her over the dramatic nature our relationship takes due to her anger, I just need to get away from this situation that brings so much stress. The stress clearly outweighs the good of what we had and it's simply happened for too long. I'm not interested in living like a soap opera, I like peace. Venting over