Caitlin goes to uni on Saturday, I really want things to carry on how they are, it's f**king awesome!
We've fallen for each other way harder than we should have, we've both admitted it wasn't intentional we've come to this. So it's safe to say she's interested and not just because I'm interested in her and there's nobody really left around here anymore since they went to uni.
She knows I'm always here and that I'm gonna travel to see her now and again, We've already arranged for me to go up in a few weeks when I go up to Scotland, Gonna stop a night or two at hers then carry on to see my family.
So it all seems a safe bet that it can carry on right?
....Now, why the f**k will my brain not just accept that, rather than constantly worrying that I'm gonna get sidelined for somebody closer?
Anybody had this? It's absolutely killing me and I really don't want it to start straining things, because I'll never ever forgive myself if I f**k it up this time