Hannah Shucksmith

Ha. Too cool.

Frame is win.

Obsessed!

I don't have a girlfriend

Funnily enough that took about 5 seconds. Drew two lines across the page and expanded it dead quick. As Dan6061 suggested I should have drawn a cat in a cage on the other side but I think I wanted it to represent freedom.

I don't do too much anymore but I've been doodling and adding bits and bobs to my Moleskine recently: It's interesting to see how my emotions impact the style of 'art' I choose to produce, I guess.

I've accidently stretched my right ear piercing to about 4mm through wearing heavy earrings. Mum did the same and both of her lobes have split in half. Sexeh.

I've used MoonFruit before - loved it! Easily better than some of the first time sites I've seen in the past; there's no flurescent green or scrolling script which is good! As Muel said an increased font size would be good.

Apologies for taking your previous comment the wrong way. Just a tad touchy I guess

As said previously, I have no recollection of asking Simon to as stated. I was just a little bit off my head... lol.

I act on impulse a lot of the time and I was on MSN the time I overdosed. I said a few final goodbyes to those I consider to be 'closest' to me and the person I'd spent the day with subsequently phoned me an ambulance. I have little recollection of the following few hours following from the overdose - I don't remember dialling Simon's number, I don't remember making my way into the back of the ambulance or anything else for about the next 3 hours. My sister told me a few people had messaged her on Facebook which is how I came to figure that something had been posted on Trials-Forum and thus returned to post to say I'd been discharged. I'm not going to argue with anyone over here; it's quite clear we all have very different opinions on the mindset of those who attempt suicide or have a psychological disorder, which is understandable. I started this topic with the intention of having someone to talk to who could relate to how I feel - I now have a handful of people in connection with this topic that understand my emotions and provide me with a caring presence when I appear to need it most.

If my friend hadn't have phoned an ambulance it is almost certain I'd be asleep on a mortuary slab right now. Unfortunately no one these days seems to listen it would seem - I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and then I'll be seeing a mental health specialist somewhen.

This was by no means "attention seeking behaviour". I took enough to put myself into a coma or to kill myself - it was actually a friend who phoned an ambulance for me. There's not much more I can say right now really. I've just got home from a 27hr observation.

Also, Kinder Bueno.

Oh it's so pretty.

This topic oddly reminds me of sitting infront of some fat old screen shouting "MUM! THE AOL DIAL-UP'S CUT OUT AGAIN!"

S'all about those pink panther wafers.

Nothing, I'm a bum.

I personally don't give a shit what Facebook looks like as long as I can tell everyone what I'm having in my sandwich, when I'm having a bath, what my mum's goldfish is doing or what song I'm listening to. I don't care as long as I can update my photo every day and write gay bollocks on other people's 'wall'.

Because it's the one thing you can control? You feel like you can't control anything but what you intake? That's how I tend to feel in regards to methods of self-control.

It sounds silly but do you almost use Cannabis as a method of control within yourself? When I get to the point of insanity I tend to control parts of my life through methods that have the potential to harm myself. It sounds odd, I know.

You know you've always got me to talk to bub. x

Thank you. I've thrown you over a friend request

Traktor - Wretch 32. No idea why but I'm obsessed with it recently!