+1 man ! I'm a twat, no questions about it. But what makes me happiest is making other people happy, one of the turning points for me is when I bought my stepdad who I literally wish would die a new Ipod video because he wanted one. Yeah I hate the guy but for those 10 seconds when he unwrapped it and realised I'd saved up my money to get him something that he'd wanted all his life I felt a bit different about everything. Then 20 min's later I wanted to shove the Ipod up his f**king ass because he wouldn't let us turn the news off incase James Brown wasn't dead. Anyway, now I go out of my way to do things for people who are close to me. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't ! However the feeling inside that you tried for them no matter how ungreatful they are is more than enough